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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Thursday, February 26, 2009

201 days w/o Qing

Taken after our dinner. Was walking around n saw this not big but huge chocolate!

Me and www... With the dessert! OMG.. it's great! It feel soooo great when we can have so many dessert!

weiwei and her cute smile. haha

Wrida( i think her name is spelled like that) Wan leng's fren.

of course, wan leng and her bf...

Food that was eaten by WL's bf

Wan leng's sandwiches

Lastly, www n i share the pasta. Tomato and crab...

Guess what, I was there to see handsome chef. But the chef was a little shy... So didnt get to chat with him. Of course, it's ok. Wait till both of us met in a better environment cos, ytd was like matchmake... Sooo... yeah... SHY!!!

Years back i hope to marry chef. Cos i dont know how to cook! haha... Not only that, his job scope and mine would be similar so he may understand some other things... At that shy guy was the head chef of that place. His dessert was real great. hahaha... All i can rmb is dessert. hahahahaha...

K lah, that's all... Time to do other things. Bye...

&the beauty.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

199 days w/o Qing...

Hey people, Xuanwen is back. Last week i was quite unstable. But don't worry. Xuanwen lei. I hate cockroach most but my character is also like cockroach! lol. No matter how human hit cockroach, they will never give up. Similarly, me too. I wouldn't give up. No matter how god is going to hit me. I'm not going to give up just like that.

I'm alive again! haha

Quite a number of u was worry after reading my blog, so wanna tell u guys, thanks for the concern. I'm fine already. People like Juan hui, sms me. Lz meet me just to comfort me then we had dinner then went home. Next day, meet him and Justin and other( hmmm, all are Justin fren. I only rmb Jasmine, lol) then we watch SLUMDOG MILLIONAIR. I highly recommend this movie to u guys. Go watch!

P.s: thanks lz, JH, hong, aaron, ZH, LH and others. Thanks.

Last week was quite irritated with everything, so i spend quite a sum of money.

Went facial
Went to cut my hair
Bough Wii

Just wanna spend money. It work i guess. When u spend the money and get things that u want, it was like WOWOWOW... But of cos, i regret. haha

Regret cutting my hair! I went to Chapter 2 in bugis, and told the hairdresser what i expect. He told me cant, cos it need some styling and such. I told him ok then. Guess what? He continue cutting!!!! Without giving suggestion he just cut the hair style i hope to have! He already said he cant cut yet he just cut.

Stupid rite? I expect a lot from chapter 2 and Heatwave. Cos i always goes there and spend quite a lot. For treatment and such! I love my hair! Yet that hairdresser i believe was new, called Jordon! I'm gonna feedback this to chapter 2! And not going back!

Cos end up i have to cut back to bang! Which i don't want! i want to try other hairstyle! eeeeee... Not going back to Chapter 2.

Dear frens, i rmb i did recommend Chapter 2 to u guys. Now i regret. Pls don't go! May be try heatwave. If not try Next Hair salon. http://www.nextthesalon.com/

Highly recommend u guy not to go Chapter 2 anymore! their standard plummet. So Don't bother to go!

Oh, lastly i would like to recommend people to buy WII! haha, it's go fun yet tiring. It's just so real. I played for few days and realise i was very noisy and unglamorous. haha.

ok, that it! I'm going to end here! :) it's wii time. haha
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&the beauty.

Monday, February 09, 2009

What kind of friend am I? What kind of daughter am I? I wonder....

Daddy told me ytd about Auntie going for operation today. Of course i ask him, when he get to know about it. He told me be4 CNY. In front of everyone including my parents, i would act strong. After knowing about this, i went to toilet. Sit inside for awhile. I was shock and it make me realise that life is fragile. There are so many things and people around me that i need to take care. Yet i have the thought of going oversea and not coming back. Another reason that make me sad was because, auntie used to stay with me. She dote on me! Whenever i want something, she will buy. When there are homework that i dont know. She will do with me.

Cos of this daddy and mummy quarrel. Which i seriously dont know what is wrong. Cos of all this trouble, i can only blame it on a place! Seriously, 10 years ago when my mum is still a tailor. Mummy n daddy would so for a movie while we( sis, bro n me. Meimei not born yet) stay at home with maid.

Soon, she close down the shop cos everyone is buy instead of making. Cos it's so much more expensive. The day when the shop close nightmare start...

Mummy become jobless and start rotting at home... Her attitude become worse... Then she start going to this place, which i dont feel like mentioning. Almost everyday she would go, and thanks to the people there. They start talking rubbish and shit to my mum. Whatever shit like my dad got a mistress outside. Full of shit! Without evident they accuse my dad. Thanks to them, my dad and mum start quarreling because of this.

From then till now, my house never had peace. I seriously hate u guy!

When someone is jobless, they have plenty of time to wonder their thoughts. Yet u guys told my mum nonsense that cause all this! What shit are u people doing?

5 years ago meimei was born, i thought the quarreling would get lesser. Cos mum didnt have time to go there. End up? OMF... Staying at home cause my mum to cut off with the world totally! I admit i hate her going there, but i still feel that when they ask her to go for dinner or gathering. She should still go. This is call network. This is call manner.

When she totally cut off with the world, argument increase.

Last night, visiting my auntie in hospital because another topic for their argument. From mummy's tone, it was something like " why ask the kids to visit her? They must go meh? Why must they go?"

What the F**K. Just cos that was my paternal auntie? Hello, u r married to the Tay's family. We are called family not individual! Not Yee's family. I dont know what's on the mind of urs!

All this family problems i had, start from that place! I know i shouldnt be blaming on them. But pls, if u ask me to name out names on who are those better people within that place. It's like less than 10? And all the argument that my family had start from the nonsense shit they told my mum.

I seriously dont know what to do. I know www, Juan or even danz. May be u guy would ask me to tell her straight? Straight to my mum's face. I know u guy would be able to do it if u r in my situation. But i cant. I used to do that, but whenever i get too straight, my anger starts and my words get too blunt.

End up, sis bro and daddy would just say me. Say that i have got no manners. Sometimes, i get guilty cos i know she is my mum. But i just want to tell her what is wrong.

In front of friends, i act strong. I choose not to say anything. Even i say, i wouldnt say everything. Cos i realise, say or not it dont make any different. Cos problem is not solved. Indeed saying out make me feel better but at the same time, it make me feel that u guys are more fortunate than me.

Just want to tell u guys, sometimes i choose to disappear is because i'm feeling troubled. I dont feel like listening or talking.

Friends are indeed impt. But pls, at the moment. Keep a distance from me.

When it get on my nerve u this group of people are the group that i dont feel like talking to. Cos u people forever dont know where the limit is.

Just keep a distance away from me now. I just need time to cool down.

&the beauty.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Hi people! Happy new year! Gong Xi Gong xi!

Ok, i'm rotting at home that's why i decide to blog. Show u guys some the pictures taken during CNY! CNY ROCK!

Ok, be4 CNY my family will buy new flowers and below is a special flower.