Journey

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

(Clockwise) Me, Danz, WWW, Chrystal...

Let me start from last friday! haha... Went Prate house with my babes, Danz, Chrystal and WWW( Woo WeiWei). Taken when we took train from woodland to orchard to make the hotel thingy, then orchard to AMK. AMK took 169, which is the wrong bus. haha. Alight somewhere which we dont know. haha. Took don know what bus then finally reach prata house.

WWW & Chrystal with Plata!!!!

Danz and me...

The moment we reach we start ordering, Cozy it's like 9p.m then we had our dinner. it's so fun eating with them lah. A lot of jokes. They help me feel relax.

The Roti Prata House.... FYI, Danz, WWW and Chrystal is there, Too dark so cant see them. haha

Chrystal, Danz, WWW and me

Taken when we are at the back door which is also known as the staff door at Meritus Hotel. Taken before work....

Me, danz and extra(haha) In our uniform

Taken after work in toilet. Still in uniform....

Working in Meritus hotel with friends is indeed fun but can be tiring is we are new. Cozy it's like smile throughout when we are outside. Inside places like kitchen we are like rushing and scolding. haha. Cozy ya.. Rush... haha... BUT FUN!!!! Another experience gain...

&the beauty.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

40 days w/o Qing.

I'm so stress! Today was the worse day. I realise nobody understand me! Sometimes not even close friend. I apologize to the whole world that I'm sorry, i tend to have the habit of putting my character to others. I will feel that since i can, then others will also be able too. It's just the beginning of the semester and i am facing problem communicating with friends. I admit, i concentrate too much on studies this semester. I know i have different working style as my classmates but i'm sorry. I cant change. I like the feeling of doing everything. As in not split work, i know it's faster that way but when we split i tend not to be able to understand. Once there is something that i cant understand i will get irritated. Feel like crying! Family problem, relationship, friendship and now, school work! @#$%^&... Give me peace. I can joke with anyone act like nothing happen but deep inside, it hurts. I cant find anyone to speak to. CANT... I dont know how to tell you guys.

What Danz say is true, "there is nobody who can understand you except youself" True. But i hope i can find someone who at least understand why i'm so sad. Cry cry cry! that's all i can do to release my emotions. Wonder why not i just tell my parents, at least someone will listen? Cozy i will only be speaking to the wall. They wouldnt understand. They will just ask me to leave my friends alone. Dont bother, then? I need to leave my whole class alone? I cannot afford to get Cs! I cant! I cant let my GPA drop! Y not u guys understand? I know if i choose to keep quiet and leave my friends alone. Hack care them then? It will just affect my day in school and overall? Affect my grade? The whole class just suck! Get out of my life! I have enough! From tml onwards, i will let you guys do what you want. Split slide and others, i wouldnt mind already because we are standing at different point. Of course, we will split and i will just do what i can. Read up as much as i can. That's all i can do to minimise quarrels and cozy you guys cant accept when people are frank. U guys just feel that you are right. Now i understand what it mean by there is a mountain that is higher than the others.

I accept everything that u guys said about me. I accept. Sorry... Sorry... Sorry...

&the beauty.

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

38 Days w/o Qing...

Ytd went taka with daddy, mummy, sis and meimei. haha. Just went there for the mooncake and we bough ritz carton mooncake at 50 plus.

It's not as sweet as the mooncakes that i had ate be4. A little ex but worth it. Once a year. Went to check the price for Haagen-Dazs Ice cream and it's selling at $100 for 4+1. Ex rite?!!!! haiz... Really wanna try but the price make me consider. Think will buy cozy i think once a year should be ok.

Today was quite ok only different i went for the F1 training with my gals... We are working under Meritus Mandarin Hotel overall "boss" is F1... At the training we are suppose to know how to hold glass and everything. Of course it wasnt very difficult. haha. This saturday My gals and me will be going there to work part time. Nothing to do with F1 just a part time job and prepare for the F1. After that went home alone was doing reflection...

1) Work at cafe & club: Work there for 4 month and it was fun. Although there was quite a number of political conflict within the management, i had lot of memories there. Italian boss who was rich and handsome. haha. They are nice people too. After working there i reflect what i have learnt and realise, patients towards training of junior. Also handling customers. Not only customers but also with the waitress and everyone there including the chef. There are times when i hate to go work but now, i realise i had the experiences and i feel that at that time i did handle my work well. And i remembered this customer who always come for coffee even be4 the cafe is open. Vanson!!! he is japanese and i call him grandpa! I miss him lot!!!!

2) Sale of shoes: This was hardwork because i'm working at the cafe in the afternoon till midnight and morning this shoe! haha. It's my mum selling shoe! I had to help her. At this point i realise it wasnt easy. Y? Cozy when we do sale, most of our customers are actually maid! Usually i'm used to maid servicing me and now i have lower myself and service them. But of course i was able to change and tell myself that now, they are the boss.

3) Customer Relationship Officer at NTUC. It was fun there i did most of admin and complement and realise at different place we handle different people. Cozy the customers are so different from my previous job. The people whom i service are diff. Of course the way of handling is somehow diff. NTUC most are aunties and uncles. Shoes : teenages and young adults. Cafe and club: Somehow rich cozy the tips they give me was... hmmm... hahaha... Sometimes $10 or more!

4) Tutor: Tutor was quite basic lah. Just teach and of course my math is better than y i taught math. From here all i learn is PATIENT!!!!

5) Now is Meritus Hotel and i think it's going to be different again. To be continue... Usually dinner i'm being served. Shall see if i can serve others. haha...

Of course there will be more jobs coming up because i wanna try as many as possible! haha JOB!!!!!! haha ok, time to rest! going 11p.m lor.... Night...

&the beauty.

Monday, September 08, 2008

37 days w/o Qing...

So cute lah! Pooh bear! OMG!!!!! I wanna buy this mooncake! not only for myself, for my baby sis too. pooh bear ice cream mooncake! She will love it!

Haägen-Dazs Ice-Cream... I wanna buy this! but think very ex! Really wanna try but think mummy and daddy will scold me for wasting money. :( hmmm... Work work work! Work to buy ice cream mooncake! haha.

Today was fine, as usual i'm in class studying. Quite tire because lack of time to finish my ppt but think i have done well cozy hmmm... I thick skin! haha. My ppt is always the best! hahahahaha...

Gals indeed like shopping. Know why i say that? Cozy gals like to view! View! view! y i say that? haha. I realise quite a number of people VIEWING my blog to watch some shows? But have to say sorry to u guys who are waiting for show! cozy i speak to jace today! haha. Like i said, she is perfectly fine except our working style is different. But cozy of this, i learn a lesson that indeed gals love to bitch! and sometimes it just to make others dislike one another. But, too bad. Think u fail! haha. y? Cozy i speak to Jace! :P No matter what, i wouldn't say who that person is and of course change class le. All different class so i wouldn't bother much! haha.

The End... Sad?! No more show to VIEW! haha.

Lastly, Mid- Autumn Festival is here! haha. It's time to celebrate! haha. Time for mooncake party! haha. :)

&the beauty.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

32 days w/o Qing..

Like what the cartoon have show, today school reopen. a little lazy or rather i did slack a little in class today. What will u guys analyze from the above cartoon ah? Know what i analyze? haha, to me, it's trying to tell me i like school because there are many Jokers(Sesame street) in the school are are all real life( in3-D). haha.... I seen a few jokers lah. btw, wanna share my first day in E65E! It's just beside my previous class (E65F). Didnt really wanna judge or analyze my present class now, cozy it's too soon to do that. Only shirley is in my class, lucky i know at least her, if not i will be so lonely lah. Jokes time... hahahahaha. 1: shirley actually tell me her phone lost when it's in front of her. haha. Blurr rite. that's just her. haha. 2: I nearly walk to E65F cozy previous semester; so used to walk into that class. haha... 3: I saw him! and yet, shirley and me have to act blurr lah. Act as if we dont know one another! haha. Quite stupid but, at least i know how important am i. haha.... 4: Lhong know i'm facing so problem, he actually come over to my house after his things! haha. He say is his pay back time. He dont wanna own me too many meals. haha.... (inside jokes) 5: Out of a sudden i realise how nice is E65F gals! haha, i miss the communication we had. First day of school, communication is a real break down! haha

&the beauty.