MyMemories

2009-09-19T00:25:00.001-07:00

I'm free today, so i'm here to update my blog. I had a formal party last night and it was kind of fun. After the party there was a after party but i choose not to attend, so weiwei and i left to Hindarto's house. Pictures of the party will be update at a later period of time. :)

I was cleaning my wardrobe because my family are coming over this coming monday! I'm super excited and super worried that they will get worry when they see my room. So i get it cleared! Guess what? after i finish clearing, i took out this bag of things. What's inside? 1: A photo album from Aaron and Shumei. 2: The W34M disc. 3: a drawing from my baby sis.

What's so special about it that make me blog?

The memories! I was looking through the photo album and was sooo touch! I look at the drawing my baby sis had drew i almost cried because i miss her. I look at W34M disc and i cried again!

This time i cried more than the first time when i watch the video. Why?

Because it's memories! I remember all of them. I remember how many BBQs we had before. I remember how bitchy i was when i was with them. I remember how many laughter we had. Without realising i leave them for almost 3 months! The first time when i view the video i was touch. After 3 months, i watch it again. It's different. The word cherish come into thoughts!

I'm trying to describe how i'm feeling now. But it's difficult. It's emotional.

How's everyone now? I miss u guys! OMG.

I'm having too much that i start missing. Think i have been keeping my brain too busy that i didnt realise how much i miss u guys.

I miss u guy!

2009-08-31T05:17:00.001-07:00

ok, i'm back after a long and tiring week. I'm suffering last week, I have to finish 2* 750 word essay and 2* 1250++ essay/report. It is killing me! I have not been updating my blog, sorry guys. Therefore i have lot to post now. :) pictures! :P

Weiwei's 19th birthday party!

Happy 19th birthday!

Group picture!

That's weiwei birthday party! It's the first party i plan in Adelaide and it's the first time i went party in Adelaide. So sad for gals, it's obvious that there is no handsome within the group. But most of them are kind in heart. :)

Table of food!!!

EVE with food!

Geetansh( India) & I

Of course weiwei will be there too... (www & her bright smile)

The gals and food!

Group of us...

U guys must be wondering... ( y all non Chinese?) hahahaha... Cos it was a party for Pakistan and India. It's their national day. So we are invited. :) Not the whole class because it's a problem to cook for all. So just the few of us. :)

On sat it was lz's birthday at the same time, i was Gustha( Indonesia) birthday. Before weiwei and I meet the rest of them, we saw this! It's a sat night, of course pubs and clubs are OPEN!

For males only! it's a strip show! WOWOWOWOWOW

2 months plus here. It's the first time i had steamboat! OMG... Love it! it keep us warm!

The birthday boy!

Trying to be funny!

The group pictures. :) all Indonesian exclude weiwei and I!

kk. that's all. Happy birthday lz and Gustha. :)

2009-08-01T19:33:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

ok, i'm back for a short post cos it's sunday today and i'm gotta read up my resource now.

After a month staying, i realise what is most impt to me. I realise it isnt as simple as what everyone tot it is. I realise how impt time is. I realise how much i had rely on my family.

Just want to inform everyone, it get very emotional for me when everyone thought that i'm enjoying life here. So stop it. I'm struggling to handle my emotions so stop adding to my burden.

get what i mean?

NO?

Fine!

Just get lost.

2009-07-12T03:32:00.000-07:00

I'm back people! Miss me yeah? :P

I know u guys want me to summarise everything rite?

I will...

Updates,

1) I got my textbooks and uniform
--> the uniform was sooo cool! I love my uniform. :)

2)During the orientation week there was an outing!
--> It's fun and i'm going to show u guys some pictures. :)

3) I got to know many people from different parts of the world!
--> Indonesia
--> Vietnum
--> Taiwan
--> Hong kong
--> China
--> Japan

4) I got an english name now. Laughing?
--> I'm call Eve here. :) U people can still call my xuanwen! It's for people who cant pronounce my chinese name.

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Starting....
1) After i got my textbook i was so excited. What happen? hahaha...

I was in weiwei's room and this is what happen... lol...

Le Cordon Bleu's cap... PRETTY XUANWEN!

Le Cordon Bleu's foolscape. COOL!!!

The handbook. Guess the thickness...

GUESSING....

THICK! that's our handbook.

Who say Australia schools are slack? Not LCB!

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2) Processing... --> OUTING!

Before the pictures start let me update u guys where did we go for the outing k :)
1. Wildlife Park
2. Winery
3. Chocolate factory

1. Wildlife Park

This is hazel (Koala)
The 2 ladies at the back is from China
The guy was from Indonesia and indeed he is a joker... :)
Of course the 2 ladies nearer to the Koala was cute weiwei and pretty Xuanwen

That is Sydney

Kangaroo feeding!!!

Kangaroo and us

2. Winery

He is the guy who explain how wine were made. HANDSOME!

We get to drink some wine. Red and White wine.

Food that are provided to us... It goes well with wine. :)

Taken after 3 glass of wine! lol...

That's where the grapes are!!!!

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3. Chocolate Factory

Time to head home...

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3) My Foreign friends!

Indonesian frens

Top left : Jenny from Vietnum
Top rite : Sohpia from taiwan.

hmmm... friends from hongkong, china and Japen? Pictures? hmmm... I didnt manage to take pictures with them. But it's ok. there are many chances. :)

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4) Eve...
Wonder how i get to this name? Think some of u know. It's a dream, so i decided to use this name.
Everyone here call me Eve and the next question they will ask if where is Adam...
Guess my answer!!!

ANSWER : Still finding. hahaha...

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U guys can choose to skip this part because i just wanna express myself... that's all.

There are some conflicts btw the landlord and us. Beginning when weiwei's mum was here the landlord told us that we just need to pay AUD10 for 5days dinner. After weiwei's mum left the landlord told us AUD40!!! WTH! it's 8 dollar per dinner! Immediately weiwei and me know that she is offering us a surprise!

We reject her OFFER of course. It's too expensive. I rather cook by myself. Just noodle i'm fine with it!

After we reject her offer she didnt on the heater during the night when it's cold! Fine, i rather survive a little coldness than paying so much. :P

Kind of expect conflict but not so soon. It's just 3 weeks.

It's ok. Everything is fine now.

anyway people, i may not be able to blog that often already because my lesson is starting this coming week. In school i dont think there will be happening things going on ya. :)

take care.

:)

2009-07-03T05:00:00.000-07:00

Let me start with food first ya? hahaha...

Show u guys what are the food i get to eat here k :)

Mee suay, some fish cake and chicken meat balls... WE DID THE COOKING!!!! it's edible! :)

Finally!!!

oh, know what! In Singapore we buy fish cake at 3 for $1 or $2 rite? Depending on the size. That packet of fish cake we bough was at 2plus going 3! EX?! It's cheaper in Adelaide already!

Peach yogurt!

Let me zoom in...

Saw? The yogurt was more like ice cream! Frozen! TOO COLD!

Twin strawberry!!!! no, twin strawberries!!!

Know what? I went city today!!! We act tourist! Took as many pictures be4 school start... :) Let me bring u guys tour around.

U r ready????

1...
2...
3...

Ready for bus????

www is!!!

Bus 230 to CITY!!!

Get ready to alight...

King William street

First stop: Chinatown.

We saw this inside Chinatown! "Kangaroo meat"

Second stop: Adelaide Festival Centre

Art in festival centre 1...

Art in festival centre 2...

View taken from festival centre...

Solar Car...

Now we are at the park : Swans!!!!

View at the park...

View from the park! (XW)

www

State Library..

That's the library...

Next: Museum

museum (front)...

Finally Art Gallery...

After that we rush to get the 3p.m bus so that we can save the transport. haha. Will go back again if we got time.

Take care. Caution of the Flu ya people.

Good night...

2009-06-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

Yeah people I'm in Adelaide already. Wondering how's am i here? hmmm... I'm fine people. No worries. I miss my family most! I love them! seriously! hahaha...

Ok, my laptop have been giving me problems!
1) Webcam not working
2) Mic super soft when it's already the maximum
3) My adapter is not working properly!
I hate ACER. As a customer i strongly disagree with people who decide to buy ACER. It's the same as throwing ur money into the deep sea. Pay a little more laptop pls!

Few of my friends went to the airport to send us off. Thanks people.

He is a cute guy! I mean sherman!

Love them

Day 1 I was feeling kind of uncomfortable cos it's cold and i'm super tire cos of the flight! Didnt get to sleep much when i'm on plane. And day 1 Yan May took us to Central market. It was the place i wanna to go but i was too tire. Just update some pictures ya. :)

Chocolates n www's mum

Guess what's that?

Know?

Ans: Potato!

Day 3 went Yen May house

Yan May's Guava tree

Yen May's lemon tree

Went to city

Guess what we saw?

We saw nothing!

Haigh's Chocolate. Their famous Chocolate.

Candy shop!

There are still some picture but i'm lazy! hahaha... Take care people.

:)

2009-06-23T19:45:00.000-07:00

ok, I'm leaving tonight. Ok, i have been rather busy with everything! Been Genting with my family. Meet aaron, sya and shumei. Meet W34M. Meet alot of friends.

Ok, my fren have been bringing me to streamboat and such. FOOD! K-Box! and such! ok, it's great. I had a great time.

However kinda regret that i didnt have time to meet more friends. Cos every night i would be home to have dinner with my family. Just wanna have dinner with them too. :)

Sorry to fren that i didnt get to meet be4 i leave. Sorry

To W34M : u guys must be wondering rite? did Xw cry when she saw the video? Did xw? OMG, she better cry. hahaha. That's what u guys want rite? Too bad, i did what u guys expected. I cried when i saw the video.

u guys very bad. I'm super touch with the video because it was like a flash back. all the memories are back. Now, let me answer u guys k.

To all W34M : Thanks for the video i will bring it with me and watch it whenever i miss the time in singapore. Can see that u guys use alot of effort to create this video. I will take care of myself and stay strong. Of course i wouldnt give up easily too k. I will get my cert back! :) U guys take care too. Hope after i leave, W34M would still meet up and have gathering. If i'm back i will be at the gathering too ya? :)

Lz: u this joker! during the video u trying to act emo? or real emo? hahaha. Never i have already treat it as real emo. Emo already then why bother to joke! asshole! my tear immediately stop when u joke! Lz u r always emotional, things that got to do with emotion always affect u. This is something i kinda worry with. Stay strong k. It's good to have emotion but don let this emotion affect u too much. :)

10buck : Ur part was the best ending! gotta agree with the video the video that u made a good ending! 10buck, i'm not that worry about u cos i know u had true fren with u. AH BAO and such. U have them with u when u r sad or angry. and of course u have a nice mum who would always listen to u. Study hard k. :)

XiuZhen: thanks for the video. It take up alot of time rite? U still got ur FYP to do. Xiuzhen u r the sotong within the group and also the listener in our group. U always listen whenever we have problem. Thanks gal. Rmb not to oversleep k. It will affect ur grade! hahaha. Xiuzhen, rmb to stay as sotong ok. Cos it make u more cute. :) it make u innocent??? hahaha. XZ i love u too!!!!

JuanHui: U r the most sincere person in our group. U always rmb birthday like Xz. And would make urself free to celebrate and such. I'm not that worry already cos i know u r strong and would keep ur promise. Rmb to get a diploma cert! :) I know u wouldnt smoke too. U r determine! I'm glad that u went to school even though u r late. But it's a improvement already. To make more improvement try not to be late k :)

WenJie: Always get bully! hahaha. Wenjie, i'm glad u r still the wenjie that i know when we are in year 1 sem 2. U always get bullied by people like me yet u wouldnt get angry. Wenjie, u better study hard too! if not when i'm back to singapore i will start scolding u! get me?! Better wear formal for ur FYP presentation! Don repeat what u wear for ur PP! hahaha ;p

JianHong: U r a super shy guy. When u like someone u would just keep quiet. JH! u gotta move! Waiting for a female to move to u? Kinda difficult lah! Go woo the gal u like next time k! Don wait. U too, better study hard to give ur future gf the sense of sercuity! Study hard to earn more money for ur family! k!!!!

GW: the monster who always push my head! Always copy my "udiot" hahaha. GW ur way expressing urself is different. From how u show concern to JH i know u do care for people. U would still concern people around u! hahaha. Not trying to say that u r heartless but ur way of showing concern is not as direct as others. I need not worry for ur studies cos i know u r super serious when it come to studies. Jia you!

Suling: How dare u say i noise? It's weird when someone noise say i'm noise! hahaha. SL, u have been rather busy i know. I wouldnt blame u for not coming. :) SL, u have been noise but u have never complain about how busy and tire u get. I hope u r fine ya. Rmb to handle all ur task properly. Don over stree urself. :) Take care of urself and ur bf! :)

Esther: u r a quiet gal that wouldnt wanna say things out. But u r a fren who would listen. Esther open up and speak up to people k. Whenever u have problem tell ur fren k. Don keep it to urself. U can always email me or msn me k. :) i will try to reply u asap. :) Esther, i know u gotta be fine with ur studies. So i need not worry about ur studies. Jia you! Don get too stree. :)

Nic: U r a quiet guy. Even we had some unhappiness event in the past. But it's all over ya. Now u r back to the group. welcome u ya. Meet lz and the rest k. They would welcome u! :)

Elaine: boss, u r the boss that i always know. The boss of W34M. I'm glad u come for the bbq. Hope u meet them more often k. Then soon they will 4get the past. and the feeling will be slowly build up again. Dont be afriad of being rejected once or twice. Meet them up and bring the feeling back again. I wanna see u again when i come back k. :)

Ok, to my BMSS fren.

Sya: We use to have miscommunication that we misunderstood one another. Now we are back to the usual us. The noise us. Of course I saw ur blog cos i'm a super fan of ur blog. hahaha and wanna let u know that i would miss u too. I would train my music so must u k. hahaha. We will meet up again when i come back k. Wait for my return! I WILL BE BACK! :) Rmb to update me ur happy and uphappy event k. If u dont, neither would i tell u. :P Stay in contact k.

Qing: Qing once i go australia our distance would be further away. Rmb to update our blog and tell my what happen to u and ur bf k. I don wanna lost contact with u! Never! :)

Aaron: U this gay! hahaha. plastic surgey! hahaha :P aaron, u always have the energy to call and chat with me even i don wanna pick up the call. U will just keep calling the next day and the next following day till i pick up. That's aaron. never will i need to be worried for ur studies cos u r more serious with studies than me! haha. Kinda worry about ur social network cos u dislike communicating with people. I will reply ur email k. I promise. :) Rmb don bully sm and sya k! :) gotta miss my phone ringing! hahaha

SM: kinda worry for u most! I know u r serious with ur studies but u r greatly affected with emotion. Rmb to throw the ring away and buy a nicer 1! That ring don worth ur effort to wear on ur finger! hahaha. It's over k. Go look for a better guy and rmb breaking up isnt scary. It's just gotta be another lesson learn. It will make u more mature! k

Ok, the notes are not in order k. Just ramdonly type. Sorry for not being able to type everyone. it doesnt mean that u guys are not impt k.

It still apply to u guys. I will reply u guys email or msn asap.

Lastly, People pls do not call my phone no already cos i wouldnt be using that number anymore. k. Thanks

Btw, the time different btw singapore and adelaide is 1.5 hours. so it wouldnt be that difficult for me to skype u guys. :)

take care my lovable fren. This memories blog would still go on!!! take care people. I will miss all of u!

2009-06-07T20:57:00.000-07:00

16 more days to departure.

Wow... Without much notice 16 days left. 2 week 2 days. Gotta meet aaron and friends on friday. Saturday going IT fair with sis. Sunday family day. This week i cant really go out cos i have to look after Faith.

What about next week? hmmm.. I'm going Genting on 19-21. 18th of June sis not working so it gotta be our shopping day. The last shopping day for me be4 i leave. So i gotta pack as many things as possible by this week! Best is to finish packing my things. Cant afford to make mistake when i'm alone there.

Ok, short update about my past event. :)

31st of May i went BBQ with W34M.

When we reach the BBQ pit.

this is Felix. He use to be faci. Currently working in AIA. He is a rock faci. He rock!

While we are waiting for cab!

It may be the last gathering i have with them. Kinda sad. Memories flash back. Sad, happy and funny. hahaha... all shared with them... :) take care people... Rmb to continue meeting up even after i leave! When i'm back i will join u guys!

2nd of June

I met WWW and Juan... We went bugis for Kbox. But be4 "K"ing we went temple.

While we are singing. This is how lol we get. ( www and me)

Juan N me

ok, I'm the background! The main character was www and her cap.

3rd of June

Went Hotpot Culture with Wanleng, Chrystal, Rowena and www...

How's the food? hmmm... Not bad. There was chocolate fondue. OMG... love it! Kinda sweet though.

5th of June

I meet lz, JH and JH to SY's house! 4???? hahahaha... MAHJONG!

Whose the winner?

ME! hahaha... lz too i guess. haha. Kinda proud of the luck i had on that day. :P

6th of June

I went facial on Park Mall

http://www.beyondbeauty.com.sg/index.php

It's quite pro. Can try.

7th of June

Family day. We went temple then west coast park. hahaha. Super family day. cos Faith wanna play. So all of us kinda acc her there. Faith is CUTE!

Ok. that's all... continue again... hahaha... MEMORIES IS GOING TO GO ON! :P

2009-06-03T07:37:00.000-07:00

U r the 1 i respect most. U break my heart today.

Is that what u wanna tell me be4 i leave?

Cos it's u... My heart hurt even more. Do u know?

U hurt me!!!

Wondering what is wrong about me?

Ytd night, u nag at me and ask me to study. telling me that only 20days plus...

Today morning when i get u breakfast. U got irritated saying " i want fishballs" I suggest to give u the fishballs because i'm having noodle too. And i added " there is no need to nag" U put ur chopsticks in a pissed manner.

Today night u ask me to throw the spolit bananas and i did ask u say. U say cut the bananas. I did too. Turn out u scolded me. " WHAT I MEANT WAS TO REMOVE THE SKIN. AND CUT THE BANANA INTO SLICE! IT'S SUCH A SIMPLE TASK YET U R NOT DOING IT! GO DO IT NOW"

At that moment i'm pissed. I dont understand why cant u remove the banana skin when u want to eat? R u being lazy? This isnt u! U wouldnt do that in the past. Wondering what is my reply? " ah yo just the skin. No need lah. ( i'm still in a joking tone because i didnt want to make us feel tense)"

Guess what he say? " DO U WANNA DO IT?"

I tell him " No"

I dont mind if u tell me in a proper manner.

This is so not u. U wouldnt do this to me in the past. U would never shout at me because of such things in the past.

Wondering who is he?

None other that my dad.

He's the man i respect most in my life.

It's painful.

Cos it's u DAD.

2009-05-28T20:08:00.000-07:00

All I can say is i'm disappointed with what u are doing. Seriously.

I'm a failure towards friendship i guess. People always say once hurt is silly, twice is stupid? hahaha. yeah. true.

The first time when i was hurt, i told myself to cool down and reflect. I have to admit that i force u to face it too soon. I guess that is my problem. When i can do it, i expect others too. Because of this reason, i told meself " it wasnt totally ur fault" I told the rest too, i hope they would accept u again. Be friends again.

I know the feeling is different. But what can we do? It take time to bring the feeling back. U use to be someone we trust a lot, then once quarrel the friendship level change. This is y i say friendship is " FRAGILE" handle with care.

I use lot of effort to convince myself and others to accept u again. May be the feeling and such wouldn't be the same but at least we can still be friends.

But what r u doing now is like u r drawing a clear cut with us. telling us that we cant get back as friends.

There are different level of friendship rite? From close friends to causal? Impossible? U rather let go of this friendship totally.

I know u regret about it too. But if u choose not to come, it mean let go? Wouldn't you regret again?

No matter what, at least now i know the reason why u didn't wanna come. At least i wouldn't assume things and misunderstand u. It's ur choice. ya.

People who know what I'm saying. I wouldn't ask u guys to be friend with her or anything. But rmb. After i leave pls, don be childish and choose not to say even a "hi" I don want my friends to be childish. When u guy saw her. Pls say "hi"

If there are gathering again. Still bother to ask her. k.

In our stage now, we shouldnt be saying " I friend u or i dont"

Like what people always say. " Let the past be past.

:)

2009-05-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

291 days w/o qing...

When with my family to watch "Night at the Museum 2" hmmm... It was kind of below my expectation. Ok, indeed i have high expectation for movie. However Night at the Museum 2 was similar to the first. Just adding more characters. 2 out of 5 star.

Went out with sister on Sunday and get things i need. 1) Was at chinatown getting shampoo and such which cost us going 80 dollar. 2) After that we went Bugis to shop. Guess what did i buy? Vicky! The whole range of Vicky including www de. Another 200 spend! 3) Continue walking down we saw this facial thingy and i decide to go for it before i leave. Another 200 spend. oh, 4) bought my air ticket at 1223! 5) Gotta spend another 100 plus on external hard drive.

People, take care once i leave. May be maintaining the friendship would be a little problem once my school start. But it's ok. That's just life. Come and go? Dont disagree with this. Face reality. How many friendship would last? I'm just being super direct. hahaha

2009-05-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

284 days w/o Qing...

Went back to BMSS ytd with Sya. Beginning i was quite worry about meeting up with Sya. Cos it was like 2 years plus we haven get to meet till ytd. Was kind of worry that we have nothing much to talk and the feeling would be weird!

To my surprise! The moment we met, we start with our unique way of communicating! Haha... Guess this is what we call friends. No matter how long we didn't get to meet, the moment we meet, we just want to talk. Talk till as if there is no tml! hahaha...

We walk around the school to look for teachers to our surprise, the students are having exam therefore there was no lesson. The school was sooo peaceful. We walk to the 4th level to look for Miss Lim. Yeah, she was not there. The main point here is, when we walk to the 4th level it was like memories flush back! I remember how we walk back to class tgt! Especially during sec 2 when the 3 of us are in the same class!

To be frank, Secondary school life was the best! I had my best and unforgettable memories with BMSS! Bmss wasn't a real good school but the bond we had with teachers and friends are unforgettable.

Sya, Qing and me had a friendship that is sooooo difficult for me to forget. Y? I guess quarrels and misunderstanding did help with building friendship. Shocked? Cos after all the conflicts it turn out that we know one another better. This is the highest level of friendship. They are both placed tooooo high in my friendship life.

Sya & Qing: if u 2 happen to read this post, i wanna tell u gals this. No matter what, i would rmb the 2 of u. How i wish one day the 3 of us can meet at BMSS. I would cry! for sure! I miss those time. By the time when 3 of us meet again, how old will we be? will we feel weird? Qing and Sya, you 2 have a strong impact towards me. I will remember u guys no matter what. I love both of u! hahaha...

After ytd, it make me realise times flies! The next time the 3 of us get to meet, i believe we are already in our 20s. When each of us had our career and moving towards our goal. May be we would all at different industry but the goal is still the same ya? Achieving something by ourselves. The sense of satisfaction.

I look forward to the day when the 3 of us can meet up again.

Miss...

2009-05-12T00:37:00.000-07:00

Dear Readers,

I'm being emotional today. It's like 1 month plus and i'm starting to feel confused and emotional. I was reading my secondary school friends blog and realize they are still meeting up. I'm super touch that they are able to do so. Unlike me, they meet in big group! I only have aaron, shumei, sya and Qing! hahaha. I think it's enough. Just them.

Was chatting with Sya online and realise how much we like one another acc. If Qing is in Singapore everything would be wonderful! I realise how much i love the memories i had with them during secondary.

Kinda prepared for a new life, gotta stay with www and family. Not www's family.

Visa and medical are done. But gotta acc www for medical again. It's ok, we can chat all the way! hahaha...

Watch this people!

Don ask when was it, i don rmb.

To this me

The next hairstyle

Then this

then bitchy!

Till this me...

hahaha.. i think within 2 years, i have been changing hairstyle! Gotta let it long again and decide what to cut again. hahaha

2009-05-07T00:25:00.001-07:00

Ok, i went for movie ytd. 17 again. It was a recommendation by brother. But it was kinda average only! haha. But guess what? The guy was handsome! hahaha.

17 again

I'm kind of confuse by the purpose of blog. Seriously. I thought blog was for me to say out how i feel. No matter what it is. I'm starting to regret about giving people my blog address cos it's getting so difficult for me to comment about others.

It have been years since i know u. We started as friends then start to realise something was wrong. After u told me about it( the issue). U become very very concern about my moves. I dare not use that word anymore. Think positively, it's just too concern. Cos of this, whenever i go out with anyone. There will be comments. Stop it ya.

I'm leaving, if this is going to continue then good luck. I'm gotta tell myself that " 1 month plus and i'm leaving" after that we wouldn't meet or even contact. Get this into ur head be4 it activate me to do that.

Don bother to ask who that person is. Cos it's not very impt. If u feel that u r that person then i believe u r kinda guilty or something. Then i believe i'm going to break the promise. I'm not going to stay in contact with u.

XW is irritated

2009-04-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

ok, this is the first time i'm blogging at night! hahaha. I met david today! He changed! I would say change positively! He is still a lamer! Not those lamer but those joker lamer! I'm blogging now because i'm super touch and happy by what david had do.

I was messaging david he become more mature towards relationship! I ask him if he wonder if we will be together if i choose not to go oversea to study! His answer shock me! Cos previously he was quite stubborn towards relationship. Now he changed! He respect my decision of going oversea to study! He respect me! " may be after u finish studying and everything happen to us and all. So i can only give up this hope now." This is what he replied me! Know what will his reaction be like previously? " I will wait. Waiting wasnt a problem, it's the ending. The things that we receive after the long waiting" I believe that would be his answer previously. Now, he become mature! I believe his previous relationship did teach him somethings.

The rest of the message are kept confidential, hahaha. But the rest of his message, i can feel that he really did not force me. Sometimes, people who say let's be fren again. But the way they react and such tells me not! They are not doing what they tell me!

I agree with david, if next time we are really together. That's when we will treasure one another more.

I have to thank david. Seriously. Thanks for being understanding. U have become more mature!

Congrats,
Xuanwen

hahaha

2009-04-29T00:14:00.000-07:00

263 days w/o Qing...

OMG... so fast! 263 days with HE YUQING! Qing, if u happen to see my blog. I wanna tell u con grate about u and ur bf... He's not bad looking. Of course my darling Qing is pretty so u worth a handsome bf. U have my blessing ya. And qing, Canada is having the swine flu so u be careful k.

Ok, some updates. I went minds cafe with Wan leng, www and chrystal. My usual group of bitch. hahahaha.

Minds cafe...

We play this game... Somehow is trying to betray one another. hahaha

The duckling we had.
Purple = chrystal
Blue = Me
Green = www
orange = Wan leng

Another game called " dirty minded"
One of the question was :

--> just in case u guy cant see...
1) I average about 6 inches in length
2) I'm cool i can last for days
3) When i get old, i get soft...

Another question:

In case u cant see
1) I go in hard
2) I come out soft
3) U blow my what.

Guessing dirty? hahaha... Wanna know the answer? Wait till next week. i wanna see answer first..

See ya...

2009-04-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

Ok, i'm super sad about the part time work i found. I wouldnt say about the company but i'm told to be a telemarketer so i agree. On the day of interview i ask. " Do i need to sell anything?" I got the " No" answer...

Today i went back and it was suppose to be a training. Guess what? We need to sell things.. I'm told to do this " Don't tell them u are selling anything just say share information with them" I know it's just few words. It can be easily said. Know what? I cant. I have been always standing on the view of customer. Now i'm being forced to change my view and stand a point where i sell thing! Not to benefit customer but to lie to customer.

I'm super stress about the job. I cant bring myself moving. I'm not used to lying to customers. I hate that.

I'm giving a try. But if really cant get myself doing it. I will give up! *Shock* ahahaha... I cant do sale. I cant do all this marketing things. It's too difficult for me. My principle is to stand from the view of customers. I have to give customer the best things not to lie to them.

2009-04-16T18:58:00.000-07:00

Ok, I'm back... Many people have been asking me " why u so long never go online?" ok... My answer is " My laptop went to hospital, the hospital at business international park!" yeah, i send my laptop to ACER...

Ok, just some update...

Went to celebrate Juan's birthday...

I'm super red because i want to wish her a happy 19th birthday and welcome her to my 19th world... hahaha

The present that we make for her...

Finally the birthday gal and me...

Then it was brother's birthday. Sorry for being lazy... hahah

Went back to RP... Formal wear...

Had mahjong with sis bro and bro's gf. That's the title bro's gf had.

Bought the whole series of Vichy! It cost about $200+!!!!

Ok finally...

This is the offer letter from Le Cordon Bleu

This is the payment made to Le Cordon Bleu...

Ok, for now that's all... Update again. :)

See ya..

2009-03-23T02:31:00.000-07:00

226days w/o Qing...

With Juan... She's finally back from Japan.

Meet www and juan for dinner.

Taken while i'm still in a good mood during wanleng 21st birthday.

Latest update,
Celestine( my cousin) was staying in my house since last wed till ytd(sunday)Was teaching her math! Arhh!!! I admit, i was a little irritated. Cos i dont know if she really understand or not. Everything i tell her she will just say... Ya ya ya... I seriously hope she understand cos math is sooo impt. Once u fail math in O'level, that it!!! The chances of getting a course is sooo little.

I soooooo troubled!!!! haiz... Cant we just get it settled asap. The longer it drag, the more trouble i get.

Lastly, watch S factor if u got time. I forget the timing but i think is sunday. Do support Xuesha.... :) hahaha

2009-03-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

Was looking through facebook and receive a note from qing, so i went to view. It's was a quiz! of course, i tried the quiz. I strongly recommend u guys to try the quiz! it's soooo true!

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Above is my result from the quiz...

2009-03-13T03:02:00.001-07:00

This year my birthday was rather special. Cos i spend with lot of friends! Secondary, poly and outside friend. Why didn't i mention family? cos i didnt get to celebrate with my family. Was rather disappointed. But it's over lah.

Have been trying to communicate with my mum cos i have make a decision. But seriously, i dont understand why i can communicate with the whole world yet not my mum? Family problem, is cause by years. Think i have to wait for my bro and sis to help me...

Ytd, binglu call me. I realise i'm quite a failure with friendship. Especially with my sec classmates. I have not been making the effort to contact them. When i'm in school, after school all i wanna do is to go home. If not i'm with www and chrystal.

Didnt really realise i have neglect my buddies. Haiz...

Now when i try to speak to them again, i need more effort. Sometimes, i wonder, distance do make a different. Secondary friends, i only get to contact with Yuqing and Aaron. Think i will make the effort to meet my secondary friends. Including CK, jolin and all... Especially Sya... I wanna meet her!

Sya and me have a long story... We use to be close but cos misunderstanding the friendship become sour. Guess when did we understand that it was an misunderstanding? hahaha... After we leave BMSS... haha..

Sya: Sya if u happen to look through my blog, i wanna tell u. I have not regret the days we are tgt. U r the 1 that teach me lot of things. A good friend should have a good impact on one another. If there is another chance, i will still be close friends as we used to be. Sya, i will sms u again.

Qing: u too... After secondary 3, u leave. Life in BMSS is not as colourful... Cos i choose not to open up and accept anyone into a higher level of friendship. I just want to finish my O'level asap and leave. Qing, if i'm given an chance. Guess what? I would make the 3 of us stay strong. And not have misunderstanding. I realise the impact misunderstanding can cause. N u, i will blog u again.

I miss both of u lot...

It's a random post. Start missing...

2009-02-26T20:56:00.000-08:00

201 days w/o Qing

Taken after our dinner. Was walking around n saw this not big but huge chocolate!

Me and www... With the dessert! OMG.. it's great! It feel soooo great when we can have so many dessert!

weiwei and her cute smile. haha

Wrida( i think her name is spelled like that) Wan leng's fren.

of course, wan leng and her bf...

Food that was eaten by WL's bf

Wan leng's sandwiches

Lastly, www n i share the pasta. Tomato and crab...

Guess what, I was there to see handsome chef. But the chef was a little shy... So didnt get to chat with him. Of course, it's ok. Wait till both of us met in a better environment cos, ytd was like matchmake... Sooo... yeah... SHY!!!

Years back i hope to marry chef. Cos i dont know how to cook! haha... Not only that, his job scope and mine would be similar so he may understand some other things... At that shy guy was the head chef of that place. His dessert was real great. hahaha... All i can rmb is dessert. hahahahaha...

K lah, that's all... Time to do other things. Bye...

2009-02-24T20:14:00.000-08:00

199 days w/o Qing...

Hey people, Xuanwen is back. Last week i was quite unstable. But don't worry. Xuanwen lei. I hate cockroach most but my character is also like cockroach! lol. No matter how human hit cockroach, they will never give up. Similarly, me too. I wouldn't give up. No matter how god is going to hit me. I'm not going to give up just like that.

I'm alive again! haha

Quite a number of u was worry after reading my blog, so wanna tell u guys, thanks for the concern. I'm fine already. People like Juan hui, sms me. Lz meet me just to comfort me then we had dinner then went home. Next day, meet him and Justin and other( hmmm, all are Justin fren. I only rmb Jasmine, lol) then we watch SLUMDOG MILLIONAIR. I highly recommend this movie to u guys. Go watch!

P.s: thanks lz, JH, hong, aaron, ZH, LH and others. Thanks.

Last week was quite irritated with everything, so i spend quite a sum of money.

Went facial
Went to cut my hair
Bough Wii

Just wanna spend money. It work i guess. When u spend the money and get things that u want, it was like WOWOWOW... But of cos, i regret. haha

Regret cutting my hair! I went to Chapter 2 in bugis, and told the hairdresser what i expect. He told me cant, cos it need some styling and such. I told him ok then. Guess what? He continue cutting!!!! Without giving suggestion he just cut the hair style i hope to have! He already said he cant cut yet he just cut.

Stupid rite? I expect a lot from chapter 2 and Heatwave. Cos i always goes there and spend quite a lot. For treatment and such! I love my hair! Yet that hairdresser i believe was new, called Jordon! I'm gonna feedback this to chapter 2! And not going back!

Cos end up i have to cut back to bang! Which i don't want! i want to try other hairstyle! eeeeee... Not going back to Chapter 2.

Dear frens, i rmb i did recommend Chapter 2 to u guys. Now i regret. Pls don't go! May be try heatwave. If not try Next Hair salon. http://www.nextthesalon.com/

Highly recommend u guy not to go Chapter 2 anymore! their standard plummet. So Don't bother to go!

Oh, lastly i would like to recommend people to buy WII! haha, it's go fun yet tiring. It's just so real. I played for few days and realise i was very noisy and unglamorous. haha.

ok, that it! I'm going to end here! :) it's wii time. haha
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2009-02-09T21:17:00.000-08:00

What kind of friend am I? What kind of daughter am I? I wonder....

Daddy told me ytd about Auntie going for operation today. Of course i ask him, when he get to know about it. He told me be4 CNY. In front of everyone including my parents, i would act strong. After knowing about this, i went to toilet. Sit inside for awhile. I was shock and it make me realise that life is fragile. There are so many things and people around me that i need to take care. Yet i have the thought of going oversea and not coming back. Another reason that make me sad was because, auntie used to stay with me. She dote on me! Whenever i want something, she will buy. When there are homework that i dont know. She will do with me.

Cos of this daddy and mummy quarrel. Which i seriously dont know what is wrong. Cos of all this trouble, i can only blame it on a place! Seriously, 10 years ago when my mum is still a tailor. Mummy n daddy would so for a movie while we( sis, bro n me. Meimei not born yet) stay at home with maid.

Soon, she close down the shop cos everyone is buy instead of making. Cos it's so much more expensive. The day when the shop close nightmare start...

Mummy become jobless and start rotting at home... Her attitude become worse... Then she start going to this place, which i dont feel like mentioning. Almost everyday she would go, and thanks to the people there. They start talking rubbish and shit to my mum. Whatever shit like my dad got a mistress outside. Full of shit! Without evident they accuse my dad. Thanks to them, my dad and mum start quarreling because of this.

From then till now, my house never had peace. I seriously hate u guy!

When someone is jobless, they have plenty of time to wonder their thoughts. Yet u guys told my mum nonsense that cause all this! What shit are u people doing?

5 years ago meimei was born, i thought the quarreling would get lesser. Cos mum didnt have time to go there. End up? OMF... Staying at home cause my mum to cut off with the world totally! I admit i hate her going there, but i still feel that when they ask her to go for dinner or gathering. She should still go. This is call network. This is call manner.

When she totally cut off with the world, argument increase.

Last night, visiting my auntie in hospital because another topic for their argument. From mummy's tone, it was something like " why ask the kids to visit her? They must go meh? Why must they go?"

What the F**K. Just cos that was my paternal auntie? Hello, u r married to the Tay's family. We are called family not individual! Not Yee's family. I dont know what's on the mind of urs!

All this family problems i had, start from that place! I know i shouldnt be blaming on them. But pls, if u ask me to name out names on who are those better people within that place. It's like less than 10? And all the argument that my family had start from the nonsense shit they told my mum.

I seriously dont know what to do. I know www, Juan or even danz. May be u guy would ask me to tell her straight? Straight to my mum's face. I know u guy would be able to do it if u r in my situation. But i cant. I used to do that, but whenever i get too straight, my anger starts and my words get too blunt.

End up, sis bro and daddy would just say me. Say that i have got no manners. Sometimes, i get guilty cos i know she is my mum. But i just want to tell her what is wrong.

In front of friends, i act strong. I choose not to say anything. Even i say, i wouldnt say everything. Cos i realise, say or not it dont make any different. Cos problem is not solved. Indeed saying out make me feel better but at the same time, it make me feel that u guys are more fortunate than me.

Just want to tell u guys, sometimes i choose to disappear is because i'm feeling troubled. I dont feel like listening or talking.

Friends are indeed impt. But pls, at the moment. Keep a distance from me.

When it get on my nerve u this group of people are the group that i dont feel like talking to. Cos u people forever dont know where the limit is.

Just keep a distance away from me now. I just need time to cool down.

2009-02-01T20:44:00.000-08:00

Hi people! Happy new year! Gong Xi Gong xi!

Ok, i'm rotting at home that's why i decide to blog. Show u guys some the pictures taken during CNY! CNY ROCK!

Ok, be4 CNY my family will buy new flowers and below is a special flower.

This is what happen if u dont water it.

After watering... It's alive again!

Preparation for CNY

Every doors have this OX!

Whose house is as red as mine? lol

Nails! cant see properly. But i'm currently irritated with it already! hahaha

CNY!!! Handsome bro and daddy! that's y i'm sooo pretty too. lol hahaha...
And of course the crazy me!!! hahaha time to wish our pare nts blessing!bro's turn
Sis's turn

* guess what, we wish my mum to nag and scold less. always pretty too. hahaha

ok, next is my cousin's wedding
.beauty and the beast

there is more picture but i'm lazy... sooo hahahaha

Yawn...

bye

2009-01-18T16:52:00.000-08:00

161 days without Qing...

Ok, Mandy was making the class a little tense today! Today was like the last day for DCRSM. Or even it was the last week. I admit i do miss my friends. Because of some reason when mandy want us to say about how we feel about the class and such, i have nothing to say about this class! Seriously, nothing to say! Not because i dislike them but was because i seriously didnt really do much exciting things with them. Haiz... No comment

Ok, know what? Ytd i went shopping with sis. We spend almost $300! power rite? Guess how long we use to spend the $300? Not very long, 5 hours only. hahahaha. 5hours we spend $300! Power rite? I haven buy my shoes and do my nails yet. If i add that in, I think $500 need lor! Haiz.... New year spend sooo much!!!!

Show u guys my plan for the week. Today i think i will go buy shoes with sis. Tml free. Wed i'm going chinatown with my family. Thursday i'm going for my nail art. Friday i'm going www's house. Sat i think chinatown again. Sun eat with my grandma i think. Then monday is CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! Power rite.

My whole is planned! OMG... I'm fully booked!

Ok, people! Lastly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! HONG BAO COMING!

2009-01-11T21:12:00.000-08:00

ok, I have decided to tell my dad if his mood is ok today! haha. I will confirm with him again.

Btw people, i'm reading Eclipse now! I have to admit i'm a slow reader so thanks to juan! She borrowed her book to me.

I dont know what to blog about now, so give me so time to think.

Ok, studying for CP( Consumer psychology) OMG. Trying to prepare myself for the UT(understanding test) later, to my holy god, i realise i cant remember much after the 3 weeks holiday!

I have set myself with target that i'm going to achieve HD or at least D. I must achieve this because i have spend so much money on that and www u must help me with it! Dont let me slack! I dont wanna spend so much on that yet not being able to achieve far in the future! Remind me k!

I shall end my post here. It's enough. haha. Bye

2009-01-07T19:09:00.000-08:00

ok, i'm have been accepted by the school! OMG! i'm just so happy! my future will be better than many people! OMG. So excited. haha.

Btw people! My husband, lee hom! Have a new album! pls go buy! pls. it's so different with his previous album! He is just rock and handsome! His music is the best! He always give me surprise and different style of music. Lee hom, u just rock! Love u!!!

2009-01-04T18:25:00.000-08:00

First day of school and i'm having holiday mood. It's CRM today! It's boring! I'm in the same team as QX, Jolice and Pamela and another gal whom i dont know her name! haha. ops. 14 weeks! yet i dont know her name. haha.

Ok back. I have apply for the school. Hoping to be accepted. Think i would choose to accept. I think hotel industry is what i want. Hotel rocks!

A little confuse with how i am feeling toward him and him! haha. I think i don like him but like this him. haha. Confuse lei! that's suppose to make u people confuse! haha

If i'm really leaving i'm not going to get into relationship! May be an Australia guy would be better! haha.

Reader like GW must be curious on how i spend my holidays rite? haha... Quarrel quarrel quarrel! haha. no matter who is it! All i can is to have quarrels with people! FINE!

I shall go find job! don wanna quarrel. Rather keep myself busy! I shall go find a job!

anyone? Job pls!!!!!

2008-12-22T17:03:00.000-08:00

Ok, I have been rotting! thanks to Guo wei! who is always a super fan's of my blog! haha.

Ok, holiday was rather bored, and i'm suppose to meet wan leng and www today. Wan leng wanted to intro a guy to me! haha. Joker! she's a joker. ok, what have i done the past few weeks? hmmm... Beside reading New moon and going sentosa with www, Juan and chrystal and lz. I cant rmb what i have done during the holiday!

oh, show u guys the nails that i want. haha.

The nail i want. The design that i want to have.

Now i'm considering to use the fake nails or should i go for the real 1? hmmm...

Next things to consider, when do my dad have time to go to agency with me? I have listed pros and cons of going.

Pros:
- I will be able to end my studies earlier
- Going may be something good as my family may miss me
- I will be able to experience lots of things
- It is a globally recongnise cert
- I can choose to work oversea since it is a recongnise cert
- It will be a bright future after i come back

Cons :
- It's going to cost a lot
- I'm not sure if i can handle
- Is hotel what i really want?
- IF I DIDNT GET THE CERT?

That's all i can think of, don bother to ask what are all this and such. Cos i wouldnt say.

I have been trying to communicate with mummy about it. And it have been discuss for so long know what she say? " I dont know what u guy have been talking all this while." I ask her what she do not know and this is what she answer " I dont know" I asked her back what u wanna know i will explain to u, her repiled " i dont know"

All this while when i have been talking u have been treating it as what? Explain to her all this things is not easy cos she wouldnt understand! And all she will say is dont know. Hello mum this is something serious can u pls spend more time thinking about it! It's not a joke! Dont take it so lightly.

www: if we really choose to go, can u do me something? ( i will take it as yes) Can we set the target of a HD for every module? I know it will not be easy but i believe we can. Since we are spending so much then y not let be the best? Not only that, i believe in the beginning when we are still not used to it, we have to stay strong! Pls push me and encourage me, Remind me not to give up! Pls! Remind me to go all out! pls!

Don bother to ask if u guys are not sure what i'm talking about. I dont wanna explain or say it now. Thanks people.

118 days w/o Qing

2008-11-27T20:14:00.000-08:00

I feeling so confuse now! I get to know him, that kind of feeling has come! Those feeling of wanting to be with that person! OMG. I'm scare! Cos going off, but i feel like being with him. How? Cos of going off, i dare not even to get his number or even to communicate much with him! How? :(

On plane when we are going back Singapore. ( evening)
On plane, afternoon
F1 : Faith Tay. * clap clap* pretty lei!
Buy from Australia! Sweet sweet
Haha, cos i keep taking picture!
$13 per box!
Our lunch...
The last day of holiday! My room look like this!
Daddy again! With bread! Cute daddy! *love love* haha
DREAM WORLD!
Below are pictures within Dream world.
Cat women and Batman!
Cute rite! Buy drinks!!!!!!!
Mei mei! at the left hand side
Mei mei again!

Where is jie jie and the rest????
My dog!
We are waiting for bus! haha that's a fake bus stop
I pinch u! Love meimei
SCARY!!!

They look alike! haha

Bye guys

2008-11-23T23:11:00.000-08:00

113 days w/o Qing.

Me and meimei
Daddy, mummy and mei me i
yeah meimei and me
.My dearest daddy and sis
My personal crazy picture

Above are picture before, while and after we go for the whale watching. Which cost about 100 per head!!Expensive!

The house that i stay when i'm i n bri s bane.
The house we stay in gold coast...
The view from my gold coast apartment
Meimei and the view! nice rite!
Dont be shock. My dad cook egg! cozy eating outside is expensive
After breakfast!!
Yeah... Feeding of birds...
I'm in a web! ( australia zoo)
Within the zoo...
Dream world... This is the last picture be4 meimei drop the camera!

Above all pictures are the first 4 days i think... More pictures to be upload cos dream world seriously have lot of pictures! Stat tune with cartoon network. haha

I'm bored now, having service quality on wed! BORED! Just feel like leaving now! NOW! haha. Dont feel like coming tml. BF! Not bf( boyfriend) but business finance! haha. Phobia with business finance!

I shall end now! I'm the next team to present!

2008-11-11T23:28:00.000-08:00

100 days w/o qing.

OMG.... 100 days! I have passed my PP! haha. Was happy about passing but when i saw my friends failed i felt lost. Cozy i'm wondering what can i do to help them? haiz... Some cute pictures taken by wan leng. haha

Guess who's this? lol
haha. lame!!!!

www sick! OMG... she not here i very bored. only got chrystal. lack of her...

To add on, i suddenly remember. That time my dearest lz, jian hong and juanhui was waiting for me. And there was someone who say " you should learn from them. dont always when ur fren late then u just leave. Never wait" haha... I admit, i am someone like that. It was due to past experience. I always wait for people cozy i'm either early or on time. May be sometimes late but was due to unexpected incident. 1) i always wait for someone and when it we break off, i learn my lesson of not waiting! What wait? when i give in so much yet this is what i get. so why bother to wait when every relationship or friendship will end? It's the matter of time. 2) Within a friendship, only with someone like me who is concern about timing would make friends around u come on time because they will know that there is someone who is concern about timing. May be some people will say. " ah ya, you're just stabborn and felt that you are rite. It is just an excuse." whatever it is. It's my character. Take it or leave it. I already accept the idea that every friendship will end. May be lz, qing and aaron will make things different. enough of my character thingy. Lesson ending soon i will meet chrystal and my dearest faci chris. Then rush with ET(esther) to causeway to meet lz and Jian hong. we are going for movie, then TRCC to suppose suling and eunice. They rock! haha.

Request

2008-11-04T01:29:00.001-08:00

94 days w/o qing...

Due to the strong response and request from my dear readers like GW and LZ. haha, i am back to blog! haha. :P

Ok, my holiday just ended and now back to school... I admit! i'm still having holiday mood and due to some reason i lack of motivation to go school! I dislike RP! ops. May be my class too. I know they will see this, but i would say dislike that quietness within the class. Totally no bond. Miss W16M, W34M and E65F. Haiz. Think the most noisy class but with the best bond was W16M! W34M was when i found true friends! Like LZ! haha, be proud! E65F was the bitchiest class! haha. No matter which class the word bond is within the class! Haiz, don know what is wrong with this present class!

ok, shall start with my 1week holiday! is like no holiday!. Monday: went out with WWW and Da jie. Tuesday : went to print my poster. Wednesday : Presentating of report and poster. Evening when to pariss international buffet! Cozy my dad's birthday, it's my 2nd time there. The first time was a nice experience but too bad, i dislike few things. haha. ops. The 2nd time was my dad's birthday! it was fun! and foreven this memories will be sweet! it wouldnt be like the 1st time when it become totally not sweet like now! haha. Family and friends are still my medicine for laugher and sweet sweet memories.

Ok, like i said monday went out with www and dajie. Show some picture to u guys.

Dajie and me...

Wanna add www pic but dont know what happen suddenly like hang. Cannot upload. haha. Something is wrong with the iron lady! think my blog scare of her! haha ops.

Wondering : should i go or not?! haiz. what can i do? GO?! haiz!

ok back. haha...
WWW and me. haha.

ok, enough of my nonsense. haha. iron lady will kill me if she saw this. haha.

2008-10-09T05:05:00.000-07:00

67 days with Qing...

Just a random post to make some wishes...

- Hope Qing is fine at canada.
- Hope chrystal would not feel that stress
- Hope danz recover asap
- Hope www to be more gentle and less fierce(haha)
- Hope lz to come school. Dont always skip class
- Hope Singapore Sling will be a success
- Hope my UTs are all fine
- Hope i can gain back my motivation
- Hope i my laptop will be fine
- Hope people to stop all the all virus
- Hope Lee Hom concert will be a success.
- Hope he will fine
- Hope everyone stay happy
- Hope everyone cherish
- Hope FYP will be fine

At this point of time i realise friendship is like rubber band. Beginning both side wouldnt pull that rubber band. One would just joke and another enjoy... As time past, jokes became more irritating and another getting more irritated. Ask my friend whether all friendship would become like that. She say think so. Tolerance level would also goes down as time past. Because we expect them to understand us. But, actually nobody would totally understand us. I admit, i'm getting irritated. Because as a friend, i expect you to understand the basic. Not on how i feel, but what i like and do not like. Nobody will understand how i feel but others will know what are my likes and dislikes rite? Nevermind. Just feel everyone, take care.

2008-10-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

60 days! OMG, 60days without Qing...

Qing, always when i start typing how many days without you. I start to miss you. Qing, when will we meet again? The previous time we are separate for 3 years. The next meeting? 5 years? OMG... and 5 years is like 365days * 5, and it is like 1825 days without you! We are like separated for so long! Qing... I miss u... Qing, remember the F1? I went there to work. Did not get to take pictures with the handsome driver*hmm* haha. Cozy we are not allow. But with my friends.

Elaine, me, weiw ei,chrystal and danz ...

Saw the se ats ? Seats of F1! I love them!

Danz, chrystal and me. My hair ver y m ess y lah!

When to change. Danz *cough cough* hahaha... Inside joke.V ery

Went makan with danz,www and chrystal. As usual us. Danz is pregnant haha... Joking lah. is just the fan that make her shirt so big! haha Some jokes that i have to show u guys. haha...
la zy t o rotate but o bviously is danz...

Danz,www and chrystal

Went to makan with them.

Wonder why this keyboard? haha. there is 2 "F" It's danz keyboard lah...

2008-09-16T06:25:00.001-07:00

45 days w/o Qing..

(Clockwise) Me, Danz, WWW, Chrystal...

Let me start from last friday! haha... Went Prate house with my babes, Danz, Chrystal and WWW( Woo WeiWei). Taken when we took train from woodland to orchard to make the hotel thingy, then orchard to AMK. AMK took 169, which is the wrong bus. haha. Alight somewhere which we dont know. haha. Took don know what bus then finally reach prata house.

WWW & Chrystal with Plata!!!!

Danz and me...

The moment we reach we start ordering, Cozy it's like 9p.m then we had our dinner. it's so fun eating with them lah. A lot of jokes. They help me feel relax.

The Roti Prata House.... FYI, Danz, WWW and Chrystal is there, Too dark so cant see them. haha

Chrystal, Danz, WWW and me

Taken when we are at the back door which is also known as the staff door at Meritus Hotel. Taken before work....

Me, danz and extra(haha) In our uniform

Taken after work in toilet. Still in uniform....

Working in Meritus hotel with friends is indeed fun but can be tiring is we are new. Cozy it's like smile throughout when we are outside. Inside places like kitchen we are like rushing and scolding. haha. Cozy ya.. Rush... haha... BUT FUN!!!! Another experience gain...

2008-09-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

40 days w/o Qing.

I'm so stress! Today was the worse day. I realise nobody understand me! Sometimes not even close friend. I apologize to the whole world that I'm sorry, i tend to have the habit of putting my character to others. I will feel that since i can, then others will also be able too. It's just the beginning of the semester and i am facing problem communicating with friends. I admit, i concentrate too much on studies this semester. I know i have different working style as my classmates but i'm sorry. I cant change. I like the feeling of doing everything. As in not split work, i know it's faster that way but when we split i tend not to be able to understand. Once there is something that i cant understand i will get irritated. Feel like crying! Family problem, relationship, friendship and now, school work! @#$%^&... Give me peace. I can joke with anyone act like nothing happen but deep inside, it hurts. I cant find anyone to speak to. CANT... I dont know how to tell you guys.

What Danz say is true, "there is nobody who can understand you except youself" True. But i hope i can find someone who at least understand why i'm so sad. Cry cry cry! that's all i can do to release my emotions. Wonder why not i just tell my parents, at least someone will listen? Cozy i will only be speaking to the wall. They wouldnt understand. They will just ask me to leave my friends alone. Dont bother, then? I need to leave my whole class alone? I cannot afford to get Cs! I cant! I cant let my GPA drop! Y not u guys understand? I know if i choose to keep quiet and leave my friends alone. Hack care them then? It will just affect my day in school and overall? Affect my grade? The whole class just suck! Get out of my life! I have enough! From tml onwards, i will let you guys do what you want. Split slide and others, i wouldnt mind already because we are standing at different point. Of course, we will split and i will just do what i can. Read up as much as i can. That's all i can do to minimise quarrels and cozy you guys cant accept when people are frank. U guys just feel that you are right. Now i understand what it mean by there is a mountain that is higher than the others.

I accept everything that u guys said about me. I accept. Sorry... Sorry... Sorry...

2008-09-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

38 Days w/o Qing...

Ytd went taka with daddy, mummy, sis and meimei. haha. Just went there for the mooncake and we bough ritz carton mooncake at 50 plus.It's not as sweet as the mooncakes that i had ate be4. A little ex but worth it. Once a year. Went to check the price for Haagen-Dazs Ice cream and it's selling at $100 for 4+1. Ex rite?!!!! haiz... Really wanna try but the price make me consider. Think will buy cozy i think once a year should be ok.

Today was quite ok only different i went for the F1 training with my gals... We are working under Meritus Mandarin Hotel overall "boss" is F1... At the training we are suppose to know how to hold glass and everything. Of course it wasnt very difficult. haha. This saturday My gals and me will be going there to work part time. Nothing to do with F1 just a part time job and prepare for the F1. After that went home alone was doing reflection...

1) Work at cafe & club: Work there for 4 month and it was fun. Although there was quite a number of political conflict within the management, i had lot of memories there. Italian boss who was rich and handsome. haha. They are nice people too. After working there i reflect what i have learnt and realise, patients towards training of junior. Also handling customers. Not only customers but also with the waitress and everyone there including the chef. There are times when i hate to go work but now, i realise i had the experiences and i feel that at that time i did handle my work well. And i remembered this customer who always come for coffee even be4 the cafe is open. Vanson!!! he is japanese and i call him grandpa! I miss him lot!!!!

2) Sale of shoes: This was hardwork because i'm working at the cafe in the afternoon till midnight and morning this shoe! haha. It's my mum selling shoe! I had to help her. At this point i realise it wasnt easy. Y? Cozy when we do sale, most of our customers are actually maid! Usually i'm used to maid servicing me and now i have lower myself and service them. But of course i was able to change and tell myself that now, they are the boss.

3) Customer Relationship Officer at NTUC. It was fun there i did most of admin and complement and realise at different place we handle different people. Cozy the customers are so different from my previous job. The people whom i service are diff. Of course the way of handling is somehow diff. NTUC most are aunties and uncles. Shoes : teenages and young adults. Cafe and club: Somehow rich cozy the tips they give me was... hmmm... hahaha... Sometimes $10 or more!

4) Tutor: Tutor was quite basic lah. Just teach and of course my math is better than y i taught math. From here all i learn is PATIENT!!!!

5) Now is Meritus Hotel and i think it's going to be different again. To be continue... Usually dinner i'm being served. Shall see if i can serve others. haha...

Of course there will be more jobs coming up because i wanna try as many as possible! haha JOB!!!!!! haha ok, time to rest! going 11p.m lor.... Night...

2008-09-08T00:59:00.000-07:00

37 days w/o Qing...

So cute lah! Pooh bear! OMG!!!!! I wanna buy this mooncake! not only for myself, for my baby sis too. pooh bear ice cream mooncake! She will love it!

Haägen-Dazs Ice-Cream... I wanna buy this! but think very ex! Really wanna try but think mummy and daddy will scold me for wasting money. :( hmmm... Work work work! Work to buy ice cream mooncake! haha.

Today was fine, as usual i'm in class studying. Quite tire because lack of time to finish my ppt but think i have done well cozy hmmm... I thick skin! haha. My ppt is always the best! hahahahaha...

Gals indeed like shopping. Know why i say that? Cozy gals like to view! View! view! y i say that? haha. I realise quite a number of people VIEWING my blog to watch some shows? But have to say sorry to u guys who are waiting for show! cozy i speak to jace today! haha. Like i said, she is perfectly fine except our working style is different. But cozy of this, i learn a lesson that indeed gals love to bitch! and sometimes it just to make others dislike one another. But, too bad. Think u fail! haha. y? Cozy i speak to Jace! :P No matter what, i wouldn't say who that person is and of course change class le. All different class so i wouldn't bother much! haha.

The End... Sad?! No more show to VIEW! haha.

Lastly, Mid- Autumn Festival is here! haha. It's time to celebrate! haha. Time for mooncake party! haha. :)

Reopen....

2008-09-03T02:58:00.000-07:00

32 days w/o Qing..

Like what the cartoon have show, today school reopen. a little lazy or rather i did slack a little in class today. What will u guys analyze from the above cartoon ah? Know what i analyze? haha, to me, it's trying to tell me i like school because there are many Jokers(Sesame street) in the school are are all real life( in3-D). haha.... I seen a few jokers lah. btw, wanna share my first day in E65E! It's just beside my previous class (E65F). Didnt really wanna judge or analyze my present class now, cozy it's too soon to do that. Only shirley is in my class, lucky i know at least her, if not i will be so lonely lah. Jokes time... hahahahaha. 1: shirley actually tell me her phone lost when it's in front of her. haha. Blurr rite. that's just her. haha. 2: I nearly walk to E65F cozy previous semester; so used to walk into that class. haha... 3: I saw him! and yet, shirley and me have to act blurr lah. Act as if we dont know one another! haha. Quite stupid but, at least i know how important am i. haha.... 4: Lhong know i'm facing so problem, he actually come over to my house after his things! haha. He say is his pay back time. He dont wanna own me too many meals. haha.... (inside jokes) 5: Out of a sudden i realise how nice is E65F gals! haha, i miss the communication we had. First day of school, communication is a real break down! haha

2008-08-27T19:15:00.000-07:00

26 days without Qing...

I'm soooo angry after reading Jace blog. Dont mind writing her name already cozy i think it's a clear cut to both of what is wrong. Even after faci tell you what is wrong about you, you still that she are rite? OMG... shameless. Yet you still dare to say that fiza should sack? OMG... I know you guys really like fiza( faci which is like teacher), but i dont think there is problem with her. She is a nice person! All you guys complain about her is because she always follow law by law. So? If you are hardworking you wouldnt mind doing ppt again for the similar problem statement. She is just giving feedback to you why the class dislike you! that's all. Why bother to give her names and dislike her when it's ur fault? May be i'm in fault too because i have the habit of putting my character into others. I dont mind it. But sometimes i just feel that since i can do it why not others? I will feel that what you are doing is wrong and should be change, but after all feedback to you, you are still RITE?! haha... seriously there is a problem with u. Up there in ur brain. May be still immature. Work more and do more reflection. It will help you understand there are many kinds of people in the world. And in my world i realise another group of people like you in my life. Thanks passerby(jace) Seriously understand that you are just a passerby to me. No matter what. Thanks. Thanks to you adding more colour to my life. And of course many me realise the ugly side of urs. And the nice side of the other(E65F). I think till now in RP, u r the first to make me hate u. Thanks. I love everyone in E65F. muackzz

Yesterday was my last day giving tuition. I wanna change another job. haha. which i dont know what lah. I wanna work at coffee bean! haha. cozy can know more people and see more ugly and pretty side of others. Shall go look for jobs later. haha... Stupid sore throat, arhhh... after coming back from Singapore and had a sore throat i know something is not rite. haiz... haha, being random lah cozy throat really not feel well. haha.

Next, i have got lot of things to do! I wanna finish up my pp( project), on Friday i'm going out! and finally meeting my group of gals. Sunday meeting Jagan( my previous job chef) with his wife and son! haha. Then i think Saturday is can will meet JHong. But not sure if can or not. Scare everyday go out my parents unhappy ah!

Lastly, after i come back from Australia i meet Lhong. He too stress lah. Then went to walk with him and dinner. Accompany him till quite late! Dont dare to reach home too late but about 12 plus midnight! haha. 12 plus not very late lah. I dare not ask him too much about what happen but just wanna accompany him and keep quiet. haha. No need to thanks me. I dont mind lending you my ears. haha. But with terms and conditions. hohohohoho.... After accompanying him i have been chatting on the phone with him almost everyday. haha. Dont wanna talk too much about him here. Sensitive issue. haha. :p

K lah, it's time to look for job and do pp! haha... bye....

2008-08-25T21:20:00.000-07:00

24 days w/o Qing....

I'm back from Australia... Love their environment! haha. Their weather and air is sooo fresh lah! I've got a lot of picture to post but then wait till my sis upload to desktop then I will copy into my lappy! haha. So i shall just update a little. Just in case you guys miss me too much! haha After a few days of serious thingy we start to play! haha. me me me! I keep asking my sister to play rollar coaster and others with me! So fun lah! We went to the "worlds"--> Movie world and dream world. Movie world is the best for me lah! I love MOVIE WORLD! I'm like there for few days but i miss Singapore's food! all they have is western food and soooo ex lah! I cant eat western food lah that i beg my daddy to look for chinese food! haha... Worse case we went supermarket to buy noodles! haha... Beside food that i cannot tolerate another thing is the service! Or rather their pace of living. They are living in a slow pace. Their service person serve very slowly too! sis and me queue up for almost half an hour every single place! Update more later... I wanna watch tv... hahahaha... Tv, i'm coming... (LOL)

2008-08-12T19:20:00.000-07:00

Days 11 w/o Qing...

I'm leaving tonight therefore i decided to post the very last post before i leave. I need time to recover and once i'm back i will be fine! haha... xuanwen will be back. Dont disturb me and my blog when i'm not around! pls respect me and the blog! cozy i think i'm getting more and more impatient. There is always a limit friends! I had enough of you guys. I dont understand why sometimes, u guys are older yet childish? Fine. Whatever it is. I will be leaving tonight. It's time for me to recover. i need rest and peace. Thanks.

Time heal...

2008-08-11T19:28:00.000-07:00

Days 10 w/o Qing.

I'm leaving tomorrow! Bye people! Will update 2weeks later. Dont miss me ya. haha. I'm so bored. Class is so bored! Soooo bored! today no need to do presentation. Class was slack. Faci give us $100 to buy food. haha. so good rite! But i cant eat! Food poison! haiz... Love Chris lah! This faci cool like dont know what! Love him a lot. He give us allowance during class but we took for granted. haha. He's a real good faci! We are going to causeway with our faci to watch movie! the class rock when we play! i love E65F

Time heals! I'm so tired with friends. Handling different friends make me tire. I expected so many different kind of attitude but getting tire le. Excused me for being quiet this few days. I just don't feel like talking.

Qing and me at Singapore Flyer. I miss her alot! Qing, give me time! I will look for you after my polytechnic. Canada! Wait for me!!!!!

Aaron, me and qing! Dont miss aaron but miss qing! haha. If aaron saw this he will sure complain de! haha. :P Aaron exam coming le! jia you! Qing, going Uni le! Jia you!

2008-08-10T22:12:00.000-07:00

Days 9 w/o Qing...

Intend to meet W34M but cozy Siew Mei(faci) is leaving and not teaching anymore, so i decided to go school. Didnt bother to explain to them much lah. Too tire. End up. Guess what? I'm at home. I'm sick! I got food poisioning. Stupid rite? haiz. I'm just so unlucky after so many things that happen. Yesterday help daddy buy newspaper i still got shock by the cat that suddenly run out lah. Think every year there must be things that happen. Things that make me tire, regret or irritated. This is just life rite? Think i'm those that are more unhappy. Unlucky like dont know what! Hope going away for awhile will change all this. I'm leaving to Australia! 13th of August! 2 more days!!! yeah!!!!!! i wanna leave here!

2008-08-07T23:16:00.000-07:00

Days 6 w/o He Yuqing.

Think everyone will be wondering why I keep writing how many days without He Yuqing. Haha... That's cozy i dont know how long later then i can meet her again.. haha. I miss qing... Ytd night somethings happen which make me scared. Haiz... Dont wanna talk about it here. Cozy i think there is nothing much to talk about it. Entertain u guys a little. Show you some pictures of the holiday resort that i will stay when i reach Gold Coast. I'm going Australia soon! YEAH!!!! i wanna go there now. I wanna go there now! http://www.isleofpalms.com.au/gold-coast-resort/virtual-tour.htm the website if you guys wanna go Australia. Think it's quite nice. haha... BIG! It's like chalet! haha Love my family. haha. Muackz...

The balcony

The living room...

Master Bedroom

The other 2 rooms.

2008-08-04T23:57:00.000-07:00

Day 3 without Yuqing...

https://www.cordonbleu.edu/index.cfm?fa=ProgramsFrontMod.init&campus=6

This is the school that i wanna go after my poly! haha... They are consider one of the better hotel management school in Australia and know why i wanna study at Australia instead of Singapore? haha... Cozy Singapore hotel management isnt as good as them... But it's going to cost alot! haiz... If i go there and study le then turn out it's not what i'm interested with then how? OMG... Drop out and come back to Singapore? OMG... how... Anyone can suggest? If anyone just want to write nonsense then pls dont and respect me. Cozy i'm asking serious questions. Thanks...

Due to GW who keep saying he cant read my blog then i will make the words bigger! haha... Stupid GW...

2008-08-03T17:34:00.000-07:00

Day 2 Without Yuqing...

In BMSS with Qing...

Yuqing left on saturday morning... 10.35a.m she left le... Cried for awhile all because of He Yuqing! haha. She cry first de. Then make me cry. I already try to hold back le. This time she leave dont know how long later then we can meet again. HeYuqing wait for me i will go Canada to look for you after my polytechnic. Qing after you leave i miss you alot... We meet for awhile then separated again. I miss HeYuqing...

When she was here i lack of sleep lah! haha. Wake up early and sleep late. haha. Cozy i have been rushing with the photo file for her. Then saturday i sleep early and wake up late the next day lah. haha... Haiz, as expected i know my friends will say i skip lesson for Qing and not for them. haha. It's ok. Used to it. Dont mind le. How can anyone compared themselves with qing? I know her about 4 year plus... And have been "close" lah. "close" in term of emotional and physically because she is in canada. Qing i miss u...

btw, people i am leaving on 13 midnight. haha, not 14midnight... I'm going to study le chat update later.

2008-07-29T02:39:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

Show David's nick in msn. Not sure if he is referring to me. But i'm touch that although i have reject him quite a few times. He still didn't give up. If you are referring to me and come to my blog to walk past can i know how are you going to break that wall? Just curious... If it's not referring to me then it's ok. haha. It's will be a good start for you to woo another gal. haha. Jia you. :)

Today's class was very relax because we need not do presentation as long as we can speak who is the one that inspire us. haha... During school hour get to know that yuqing will be back tml! OMG... TML! i miss her sooo much. Love her so much. That i got so excited lah. Then cant concentrate with lesson. haha. Called Aaron after knowing that she will be back soon. haha. I'm so excited! She will be back tml! it's tml! Love her...

After school.... Was getting bored after doing my PP. I still have conclusion and recommendation to do. haiz... Dont know what to write! I'm bored that why went to look for food so that the group of us with lz and may be wan leng's bf can go eat. We have agree to eat together every Friday! haha. excited about it lah. Will realise that my blog have lot of food! haha. Love them! haha.

Crisp, soft French loaf bread with minced beef, onions, eggs, mushrooms and cheese. Cant eat beef but was hoping there is chicken, cozy i don't take pork.

Nasi goreng pattaya...

Godzilla ($3), iced Milo topped with Milo powder and chocolate sauce and a scoop of ice-cream.

Have to end here le, still have to go tuition... haiz... tuition... tire!!

2008-07-27T23:23:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

I'm happy again!!! yeah!!! haha. This should be me!~

Chill chill chill! happy happy happy. :)

weekend...

2008-07-27T17:27:00.000-07:00

Out of a sudden i realise how fragile a friendship is. Till now, after those things that i mention, cried for stupid things. Is jsut because i felt a 1 year friendship is soooo fragile. 1 year? So? It dont mean anything! What he had send me actually let me know that he still don understand what he did wrong. After that day i think there is no need to get back the friendship with both he and she. I read what she msn with lz. It just make me more firm of nothing being wrong scolded both of you. Gal let me ask you, ask urself if u really totally didnt blame us? Check deep inside. U ask for the friendship back but do u think it's possible? Gal: i have know so many people i seen sure thing lots of time. I expect your answer when you say us cruel. What you told shiyuan is for sure not a joke. Because you are saying thing like, "now you happy le rite" then when she ask you what u mean u actually say " Not only u" Read this and tell me. Who in the world wouldnt treat those word real? On that day you can actually say "it's just word" Tell me... Who in the world wouldnt treat it as real? Any friends will!

After that day, ur stare and the way you speak. And till now i think we are totally different ya. I cant accept that u now. I cant. May be it's the real u. Just that i didnt know about it till that day. this is just ur real self? I give up already. Our character are too different. Our way of thinking and handling are different. I think i would be able to come out a conclusion soon. Whether to continue the friendship or not. From now on, anything that got to do with you and him i wouldnt bother. Look for better friend. I'm not worth your time to be friends. May be your friends would understand you better. I'm just not for you.

2008-07-25T21:17:00.000-07:00

I never blame anyone of you knowing about her smoking yet not telling me. I blame myelf for that. Because of grade and my present class, i neglect you this group of friends. If i didnt neglect you guys i would have know that she smoke. Totally didnt blame all of u. It's my fault. I neglect you guy, if i didnt, i would already know she smoke. I dare not promise that i will try because it's going to be difficult for me. I tried bring my present classmates to meet you guy just because i hope all can go out together and i wouldnt neglect neither side. Obviously, it would work! Every semester i tried. Every semester i failed. What more can i do? Every semester the same thing happen. NEGLECT!
Because of this, i'm telling all. Because i'm a KPO. I KPO of everything. That's why i have so many things to worry and trouble. All this problem and trouble, i brought it to myself de. I going to tell everyone. " Sorry and be prepared that there will be time when i neglect you guy" I dont mean it but that's my character. Sorry friends.

I did many wrongs today! That's the problem which i notice i always had. I always thought people can cope the way i cope. That's the worse thing that i tried to change but cant. I have been through things that is why i thought that by forcing someone to move the "correct" way it will be the best thing for them. I totally wrong after yesterday. I thought she leaving him will be the best thing. I thought if they break off she will be happier, i know it will be difficult in the beginning but after a period of time it will be fine. But i didnt expect it to be so difficult for her to handle. That's my wrong. I'm forcing her straight to face the world again. I'm wrong. All i say is, if you feel that patch back will be better then do that. Only when you feel that he is able to give you happiness. Only when you know that the same thing wouldnt happen. Seeing her like that remind me of the past. The stupid me. There is nobody in the world cannot live without one another. It's just the willing to open up or not. Take care gal.

没有一个人非要另一个人才能过一生.... Is from a song. 我知道你很难过... Nice song.... Quite sad...

Jokes...

2008-07-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

Think i need some break and jokes to cheer myself cozy i'm soooo tire! I wanna finish my PP(project) as soon as possible lah!!!!!! If not Qing come back on 31,1 and 2 i will feel that there is something that is not done yet. Cannot allow that to happen! I wanna do PP!!!! Dont have the mood to blog, Shall just show u guys a joke and a sunrise in Australia. Hope when i go Australia can view something so nice. haha
Not really a joke. But tell us how laugher and joke can help us....

Sunrise!!!!! In gold coast! I'm going off soon! 14 of August! hahaha... Yeah...

2008-07-21T21:56:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

Nice like dont know what rite? OMG... My group of bitch promise to go and eat with me and we have set every friday we will meet, to eat or to do FYP! haha. Like i mention we are the same kind. We know when to be serious and when to play! They are the first group of people whom have the similar character as me. Love them lot! Hope we can maintain this friendship... This is the website for more information about cakes and chocolate! Bitch: we will go there ya! Wait till this snake here finish peeling. :)http://www.canele.com.sg/happenings.htm

- I realise i have a very bad mindset! very bad. Me to, people around me should be sensible should be mature enough should know what is white and what is black. Obviously it will never happen because each of us have different attitude. Have different mindset. I think that is why when i know someone long i tend to get irritated because i realise their immature or isnt doing things that are rite. I have that attitude. I hate myself doing things like that. But there is no choice and i'm not going to change just to have more friends. I can tolerate but i'm not going to accept it.

- I realise people around me have motive. No matter what they do, there is a motive. To be frank, friends around... Ask yourselves who really use their heart to make friends? Or was is just because lonely because need friends? Or even because present? Or whatsoever? I tolerate all this nonsense from you people. But i have already placed you guys at the motive friends. I start to place each friends at different groups. But sorry. As i learn and know more friends i realise this is life. there are just so many different kind of friends with different character yet the only thing i can do is to tolerate.

- Thing are better more and more complicated. Last time people are less complicated because there is less competition. They are people who have simple wish and thoughts. People nowaday are complicated. Why not just go back to the past? Wouldnt it lessen stress? Apply it to singapore's situation. It's the same.

- Just now send my baby sister to school. Then went to buy my breakfast plus lunch cozy i wake up at 9plus. haha. Then bought some food for mummy, then when i come home she say "why you buy this? Who eat?" I told her "buy for you to eat de" then she say " I not hungry later buy too much who eat? Wasted... Blah blah blah" haha. But i know she feel touch de... cozy i rarely say "buy for you to eat de. haha"

kk... shall end here. I wanna study lor... Bye babes...

Monday blue...

2008-07-20T21:47:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

Archery

Sunday as usual went Archery. My new game. haha. Was fun. We learn how to aim lah. After learning how to aim shooting was easier. Oh, sis drive lor. She drive there lah! haha. was a little lost when we are in woodland but we still manage to reach Sembawang on time. haha.

My baby sis leg...

She was playing with my sis and me then who know she accidently drop the cup then cut herself by accident. Haiz... She cry lah! then my relative all at my house, was wondering what happen to her lor. Know how i stop her? haha. That plaster! haha. I told her i will give her her pretty pretty cute plaster. Cinderella. haha. Obviously not that Kenny( Cinderella) haha...

Ok I have Tution later! OMG! arhhh.... after this month i'm not going to tutor her anymore. It's time to leave. She's shouldnt waste her mum's money. Bye cheryl. U need a better tuition teacher. Have to stay in school till 7! Tuition at 8. muackz guys...

No tuition! haha

2008-07-19T00:59:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

Eat about $26 for 5 person. :)

The four of us. Blurr cozy on the bus! Look me! so DARK! so RED!

Love them! They accompany me to dinner because i have no tuition then forces them to go with me. Not really forces lah. They went willingly.

The shop...

Packaging of food...

The chicken!!

Yesterday suppose to have tuition but because Cheryl(my student) was sick so there was no tuition. haha. Was actually very happy that there was no tuition lor. haha. :) then went dinner with Danz, chrystal and wan leng. OMG... We took bus from woodland all the way to Chinatown! Stupid?! yeah! we took for more than 1 hour. People who know me well sure know, i cant take bus that long! Was suffering in the bus! haha. Me and chrsytal cannot take it lor. haha. Then we reach chinatown we are like looking for the place to eat! Lucky got Wan leng's Bf... haha. If not think we will be wondering at chinatown for a long time then decide to just eat at coffee shop! haha. Thanks wan leng's bf! haha

Was reading a super confident person's friendster and realise many people comment about her too but she do not bother. Was funny and feel that she self confident level is high. To add on, people it's good to have self confident but not too much! Over confident will become proud and make people dislike you. :)

It's friday!!!

2008-07-18T01:42:00.001-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

cute rite the icon. haha. It so digesting and obviously so lazy. They are so digesting! eeeeeeee.... OMG, was looking at this picture and realise that i can take stupid people but not lazy people. Haiz. They are not really someone whom i can communicate with. People stupid can teach till they understand but lazy, there is never a way because they are lazy, no matter how many time you explain to them. They wouldnt understand. So stupid or lazy? U decide.

This dog so cute lah! It's chihuahua!!!! The first time i know there is chihuahua dog with hair! OMG! hahaha... so cute lah! still so mini! i want this dog!!!! So cute lor! i love it! Anyone? If u know about this dog tell me! I want! haha. muackzzz love this dog

Sun tan...

2008-07-16T20:45:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

The four of us...

Rowena and me! Obviously just finish bathing.

Yesterday went sun tan with my group of bitch. I'm not suppose to pose that "unglam" picture online. haha Therefore that's the most i can post. Was having a great time with them but I'm having sun burn now! It hurt like boiling! Like fire on me! So pain lor. My classmates are bullying me lor including Faci! OMG... I like sooooo red now! haiz, i learn my lesson. haha. Next time i will not purposely sun tan till so long! then now suffer! haha

Today was quite ok, beginning was worry that teammates would not cooperate with me but end up they DID! haha. Was happy about it but god is fair. If we make them work we will have to pay by losing a friend. Haiz... Think god is always fair. When you gain something you will have to pay back too. There is no free lunch in the world...

Was chatting with Danz just now and she send me things lah, i was so scare when i view lor. I scare later got ghost or what. So scare lah then leave the laptop quite a distance. haha. But turn out it was just something lame. No ghost de. haha.

Love my bitch! They are just so cute and lovable. They are the best female and click that i had! Bitch, serious and crazy! haha. that's just us. Other people dont understand and would feel that we are childish stupid or whatever. But just to let u guys know. When you are within the whole process! the WHOLE process you will realise it's fun. :)

Clear!

2008-07-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

I'm like the cartoon lah! haha...

Was reading through people's blog and realise that there are some things to make cleared! First of all, Jace the class didnt chose to be angry or trying to anti you or whatsoever. I'm telling you here, i admit you may be smart in some sense. But we dislike you not because you are smart or not. But because you are lazy and slack like dont know what. During presentation you took all the credit which the person who did most tend to be quiet cozy you speak everything! Remember there are times you sleep in class and we expect you to wake up and may be even bother to ask about the PPT. Turn out? You wake up and ask your teammates " PPT done already then send you" OMG... Because in RP presentation is so important to us, therefore if you chose not to do anything yet speak the most during presentation it will freak us off. Get me? And worse you tend to smoke through which show sometimes change the exact meaning of our presentation. How you understand.

LZ may be i'm just a person who dont know and dont like to express myself. Think back, have i even talk much about what happen to me. LZ, i dont allow you to know those few gals is just a way for me to protect my friends. Hope you understand.

Nicholas, i know there are some problems between you and elaine. But can you be more mature? Can you like show some concern and care or whatever. Dont always feel that elaine is different. Indeed she is different in some ways but she is still a female! Therefore are things that female expect during a relationship.

David, i'm glad to know you. Glad that there is a guy like you. Touch for whatever things you have done. I didnt cherish you. That's my fault. Always i tried to be friends to you i realise i cant. There is a invisible wall between me and you. I dont know what's that. I tried breaking the wall and make friends. I really tried. David, allow that previous david to come back. That lame and non-smoker david. ( I saw through your friendster) That joker david is gone. Like totally gone. It's my fault. I admit i didnt handle this friendship well. Or rather not only this, with W16M i didnt manage it properly.

People, i'm not those who have the skin to take and add guy in my msn when i dont know them. Just like Kevin( yana's friend) I really want to add him in my msn but i'm scared. I feel like chatting with him and know about him more but i CANT! My class of bitch, dont be shock to see me wanting yet scare to add him. haha. Cozy i scare. haha... But kevin is a real cute person. On Monday, i was like soooo happy lor! I saw him in the train! We are at the same train at the same time! OMG! haha... it cheer me up lah. I was so happy lah. haha.... Really hope to know him.

Of course there are happy things to be mention. haha. that is:

1)happy birthday to Faizal (hope i never spell wrongly)

2) today i felt better in the class because the conflict within the class seen to be better as compare as previous.

3) Kevin is cute!!!!

4) Tomorrow i'm going sentosa with my gals! haha. Sun tan! yeah! haha. Take more more picture! Love my group of bitches! haha.

A bitchy day...

2008-07-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

This is the group of bitch. There is more just that i didnt get to take picture with all of them. btw, it's my

previous hairstyle. Didnt realise that hairstyle make my face BIG!!!!

This cartoon really allow me to express what i mean to this group of Mpeople in my class. OMG... they are... U know... No respect... And yet, it's like the thief call for thief! haha. OMG. No brainers. Cannot take it. Arhhh... Anyway, they are just a passer-by of my memories! Memories~ they are just a negative memories so that i know i should treasure the other friends. My group of bitches it class. haha. They are noisy but at least they wouldnt go around bitch about people. Or even they are not lazy! They will help with doing of presentation yet not claiming the credit. Or even talk rubbish.

Qing will be back on 31 of July!~~~~ OMG... I'm going crazy!!!! i need her. I will skip school for her. I will! muackzz... Qing i love u. hahaha I miss u

My weekends.

2008-07-13T18:02:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

My baby sis and me... Her ugly smile

This is a better cute smile of her. haha

Took this picture after meet vanessa. Went to meet my family. haha. Then on car take pic with her.

The mouth! with Teeth!

Daddy went on ship on friday afternoon to sea lah! He and his fren went fishing lah! at the middle of sea! so cool rite? I'm so interested lah. But mummy dont allow. She say all uncle(men lah) haha. Ask brother to video and show us. haha

Our family new car! This car is for my bro and sis lor. So good rite. haha. Inside got a weirdo lah! that's my Brother! haha. Mazda!!!
The internal look...

Continue from the previous post.

2008-07-11T02:07:00.000-07:00

( Me, Shirley and Danz)

Continue from the previous post because i was taking picture with them. haha. Know what so funny? We had the same hair style. Okok. Not same. Similar ok. haha. They are so funny lah. Shirley = Window 95. Danz = bitch. hahahahaha... She really very joker. If you know her you will laugh alot.

k lah. end here. I want to drink bubble tea :-) then go for tuition. haiz. Don feel like going tuition. Cant take it after that anger with Jace. She's the best. People should know i'm rarely that angry with people at least people like her. No words to say her. Haiz.

First....

2008-07-10T01:55:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy! I love myself! My family! My friends!

haha.. Finall back to blogspot. haha. I'm always changing blog. Think people who know me should know about it. haha... I wanna leave my footstep at all blogs. I'm trying to but it's difficult. So back to blogspot.

Qing is coming back very soon!!!!! I miss her like crazy. She will be back on 31 july! OMG... I'm so excited!!!The 3 days when she is back i will give her all my time and she have to give me all her time too. I am willing to skip lesson for her. People around me will be shock but pls don! cozy she is back for only 3 days. We have been separated for 2-3years. I will spend my times with her! I love her! haha. QING faster comes back!

My present class there is someone called Danz. She is someone whom i admire because she's similar to me. She knows when to be serious and when to play. She would bring me back when i lost focus. Thanks gal. She is a bitch i must say. haha. Bitch as in those who are noisy and a lot of jokes. haha. She unique and of course a unique laugher.
This is me and Danz. My previous hairstyle. Haha. Just cut off me hair. :)

Just now was having my discussion with class and of course presentation. I'm so angry! this is the first time i'm experiencing discussion problem with this person name JACE! I'm not going to bother if she will read this or not cozy she is the worse slacker and lazy person i know. She dont bother to make the effort to understand what we are doing and when she don understand she actually blame us? What's that attitude? She think she is a model? OMG... Xuesha is so much hotter than her! pls lah!