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Thursday, May 28, 2009

Thursday, May 28, 2009

All I can say is i'm disappointed with what u are doing. Seriously.

I'm a failure towards friendship i guess. People always say once hurt is silly, twice is stupid? hahaha. yeah. true.

The first time when i was hurt, i told myself to cool down and reflect. I have to admit that i force u to face it too soon. I guess that is my problem. When i can do it, i expect others too. Because of this reason, i told meself " it wasnt totally ur fault" I told the rest too, i hope they would accept u again. Be friends again.

I know the feeling is different. But what can we do? It take time to bring the feeling back. U use to be someone we trust a lot, then once quarrel the friendship level change. This is y i say friendship is " FRAGILE" handle with care.

I use lot of effort to convince myself and others to accept u again. May be the feeling and such wouldn't be the same but at least we can still be friends.

But what r u doing now is like u r drawing a clear cut with us. telling us that we cant get back as friends.

There are different level of friendship rite? From close friends to causal? Impossible? U rather let go of this friendship totally.

I know u regret about it too. But if u choose not to come, it mean let go? Wouldn't you regret again?

No matter what, at least now i know the reason why u didn't wanna come. At least i wouldn't assume things and misunderstand u. It's ur choice. ya.

People who know what I'm saying. I wouldn't ask u guys to be friend with her or anything. But rmb. After i leave pls, don be childish and choose not to say even a "hi" I don want my friends to be childish. When u guy saw her. Pls say "hi"

If there are gathering again. Still bother to ask her. k.

In our stage now, we shouldnt be saying " I friend u or i dont"

Like what people always say. " Let the past be past.

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Myself...~~I'm a crazy person with split personality. When i'm studying i'm a totally different person but when i'm not i will be a very lame and crazy person.~~ ?

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