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Friday, July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008


I never blame anyone of you knowing about her smoking yet not telling me. I blame myelf for that. Because of grade and my present class, i neglect you this group of friends. If i didnt neglect you guys i would have know that she smoke. Totally didnt blame all of u. It's my fault. I neglect you guy, if i didnt, i would already know she smoke. I dare not promise that i will try because it's going to be difficult for me. I tried bring my present classmates to meet you guy just because i hope all can go out together and i wouldnt neglect neither side. Obviously, it would work! Every semester i tried. Every semester i failed. What more can i do? Every semester the same thing happen. NEGLECT!
Because of this, i'm telling all. Because i'm a KPO. I KPO of everything. That's why i have so many things to worry and trouble. All this problem and trouble, i brought it to myself de. I going to tell everyone. " Sorry and be prepared that there will be time when i neglect you guy" I dont mean it but that's my character. Sorry friends.



I did many wrongs today! That's the problem which i notice i always had. I always thought people can cope the way i cope. That's the worse thing that i tried to change but cant. I have been through things that is why i thought that by forcing someone to move the "correct" way it will be the best thing for them. I totally wrong after yesterday. I thought she leaving him will be the best thing. I thought if they break off she will be happier, i know it will be difficult in the beginning but after a period of time it will be fine. But i didnt expect it to be so difficult for her to handle. That's my wrong. I'm forcing her straight to face the world again. I'm wrong. All i say is, if you feel that patch back will be better then do that. Only when you feel that he is able to give you happiness. Only when you know that the same thing wouldnt happen. Seeing her like that remind me of the past. The stupid me. There is nobody in the world cannot live without one another. It's just the willing to open up or not. Take care gal.
没有一个人非要另一个人才能过一生.... Is from a song. 我知道你很难过... Nice song.... Quite sad...






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